Shattered Hearts [ Markren ]

One

How does it feel? Watching the person you love most die? I can't say for sure. It was like a knife shoved down your throat, ripping your heart out. A numbness fills your head first, as your mind argues that this is not real, that this was all a dream. Soon after that, anger boils up and overwhelms you as you put yourself down, calling yourself an idiot. Wondering why did you let your guard down, why did you not take a different route? You recall all the things you could have done, to prevent this moment. When your brain gets tired of the theories, you start to feel it. The sadness that hurts you, that makes all your tears flow down as you realize, you will never ever be with the person again. Never ever smile and laugh with that person. Never ever make anymore memories with that person. That chance was just taken away, ripped from your own hands, and there is nothing, nothing you can do about it.

I watched him bleed, his eyes threatening to close. His own tears flew down. God know what he was feeling, about to lose everything at this certain moment.

"Hyuck no!" I cried as I crouched next to him, holding his hand. "Why did you have to cross the road?!"

"Mark," he looked up with his own glistening eyes, making my heart break even more. This was it. "Tell my parents, I love them,"

"You can tell them yourself Hyuck, you're going to survive!"

"Mark! I know when I am going to die!" Donghyuck shouted at me, making me wince. "I need you to stay strong okay! I need you to stay...strong.."

"Hyuck please," I said between my tears. "I love you," 

"I love you too..Mark," Donghyuck smiled before he took his last breath. I wailed out loud as the guy with the vehicle came over, gasping at the sight.

"I am so sorry..."

"Shut up!" I screamed at him through my tears. "You killed my boyfriend!"

He didn't say anything, knowing I didn't want him to. He called the police as I cradled Hyuck's body in my arms, crying non-stop.

I am sooo sorry T^T