Lilac Mist

LXXVII

Ivory

December 2, 2019, 8:21 p.m.

Musta kayo ni Justice?

Okay lang naman
Bakit?

Wala lang
Nagtatanong lang ng progress
Sasagutin mo na ba?

I don't know

Hindi ka ba sure sa kanya

I'm not sure about myself eh
I mean, if I engage in a relationship, gusto ko sigurado ako sa feelings ko. I like him, sure. But it wavers. And I don't want to ask myself from time to time if I do like him.

Hindi mo ba pinipilit yung sarili mo na magustuhan lang siya?

Hindi naman
I do enjoy his company and he makes me laugh. I miss him sometimes, too. Nasa first steps pa lang kasi ako kaya kinakapa ko pa sarili ko. Sinabi ko naman sa kanya and he understands. He said he'll wait when I'm ready

Okay, naiintindihan ko rin naman.
Mahirap din kasi yung hindi sigurado and also, di ba everything takes time? Kung ako rin naman kapag usapang relationship, mas gugustuhin ko munang ayusin yung build up kesa minamadali

True
Nothing good comes out of haste

Mas maganda nang slowly but surely

And hindi rin naman kasi ako nagmamadali
I'm not dying to have someone and be validated and cherished by someone. I don't need other people just so I'd feel good about myself, they're not an accessory. But I'm really thankful for Justice 'cause he's there, and he makes me feel important. Gusto ko lang na masuklian ko yung ginagawa niya para sa akin in the right time, and in my own timing... not because I feel indebted and pressured if I'm making sense.
This may sound really corny pero gusto ko siya mahalin nang totoo

It makes sense, Lilac.
Pero sabi mo nga naiintindihan naman ni Justice kaya okay lang yan. Just take your time, hindi naman kailangan magmadali. I just want you to know that I'm here and I support you both

Thank you, Ivory!

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