Alastor x Reader | Regret

Chapter 2 | A broken heart and a broken window

It struck midnight and I was drinking. It's been 5 hours since my show. "Alastor didn't even show up! Can you believe it!" I cry out as I order another cup of coffee.

"Look lady. I'm just the server. Not your fucking therapist. Are you going to give me the 1.50 or not." He says before walking away.

I sigh as I look over at the door. "What was I thinking. He was going to come here and sweep me off my feet. This is hell for crying out loud..." I slam my cup to the counter and throw my bill at the cashier. "Keep the change." I mumble as I walk out. "Stupid alastor. Stupid hell. Stupid HEELS!" I scream out as I remove my heels, throwing it at a random car. It hit the window, I watch it shatter and my eyes widen.

I look around to see if anyone had noticed but soon heard a shout

"Hey! Are you fucking insane! I JUST GOT THOSE FIXED!" He shouts.
"I'm so sorry! I just- well you see. Their was this big rock! And I-" I say facing away from him.

"A rock my ass! ARE YOU GOING TO PAY FOR IT OR NOT?" He says before violently turning you around. His eyes widen and he couldn't help but blush.

"I'm sorry! I don't really have money on me! But-" I try to explain before he interrupts.

"Uh No! It's fine! I didn't mean to yell. I just- well.. can I have your name? Maybe we can discuss another form of payment!" He says nervously.

"ARE YOU HITTING ON ME!" I say rather rudely ready to throw a punch.

"NO! Not at all! I JUST- look. Let's start over. I'm Kaage! And Umm. Can I have yours?"

I frown and glare at him before letting out a sigh. "I'm y/n..." I say rather calmly.

"Y/n? Cute name" he mumbles the last two words

(I hope reader doesn't mind a oc I randomly drew c: he plays a big part later teehee)

"Hm? I don't have time for your games. I'll just pay it off like a payment plan. But I'm not having sex with you if that's what you are implying..." you point out as he got all red again.

"No! No! Don't worry about! How about a date! Just one! And I'll forget about what I saw" he chuckles as he looks away all embarrassed.

"A date? Look.. what was it? Kaage.. look I'm not really interested. Here take my number and text me about the the bill later. As of right now I have to deal with other matters. You grab a pen from your purse and write it on his skin before storming back to the hotel.

While mumbling curse words under my breath. I look around for Alastor expecting him to appear any minute. I spot Vaggie and run up to her. "Hey Vaggie! Have you seen Alastor!" I smile brightly as I repeatedly threw uppercuts at the air angrily. As if I was almost practicing how I was going to kill Alastor.

"Oh the radio demon... he went out. With Charlie... on a date...." she said rather annoyed that  Charlie was even with a guy like him.

I stop and I let out a small frown. "A date? Like a real date?" I said as grab my dress, ripping it and tearing. "Utter bullshit! YOUR TELLING ME HE MISSED MY STUPID SHOW FOR A DATE! AND NOT EVEN TEXT ME OR CALL ME?!" I groan out as I head for the door.

"Wait where are you going?" Vaggie said, getting up from her seat.

"I'm going to find that liar of a roadkill and PUT HIS DEER HEAD ON MY WALL LIKE THE ANIMAL HE IS!" I say angrily as I slam the door. I continue to walk angrily before slowing down my pace. "Alastor..." i whimper out before bursting into tears. "What's so special about Charlie..."

...

I was with a torn up dress walking the streets in the dark. "Alastor..." I mumbled out as I noticed a gate saying "DO NOT ENTER"

It lead to a forest. I walk by the gate before climbing it. "The forest... of course" I whisper one more time before walking straight ahead. I sigh before following a trail that lead me up a hill. That's where I saw them.

Charlie and Alastor kissing.

I stood there, quietly. I felt my eyes get all watery.

"Why am I crying." I thought, wiping my tears

"he's just my friend. Not my lover. He doesn't love me. He only sees me as a friend.

I should see him as my friend too...
so why am I crying...

I'm only mad at him for not showing up.. I shouldn't be mad seeing him kiss someone. But then why.
Am I feeling like this.

I wanted to back away. I wanted to run. That's when I finally came to a realization. I wasn't spending the rest of my life with him in hell

The real hell was losing him for the rest of your life.

I took a small step back before Charlie looking over at me. Her eyes widen, pushing Alastor. "Y/n!"

All you could see was Alastor looking in confusion.

"Y/n?"