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1 year since that day we met, today is ur friendaversery. yes, just friends. richie and i decided that we shouldn't date. it was too complicated. i didn't want it, but i also don't want him forced into this.
richie and i have been bestfriends since forever, so many laughs have been made, we shared sad moments, we have stole things together, just bestfriends
richie and i now are walking around the grassy area, we are talking about the day we met.
"and you got up so fast to punch me!" he laughed as a we laughed together.
our laughs die down, and we sit in comfortable silence. i am playing with his hands. i notice he is staring at me
"what?" i look up at him
"youre just so beautiful" he says
i smile and play with the curls on his head.
i lay my head down on his chest and he slowly pushes me away to look at me in the eyes
"you give me mixed feelings" i say with a blank face
he says "what?"
"you say you dont want to be with me, then you call me beautiful, and i try to do something cute and you push me away"
"because im not ready for something"
"but when will you be? im waiting and i have been for a year richie."
"its not you-"
"i think it is, i think you wish i wasnt your soulmate. maybe that you never came up to me that day huh?"
"stop saying these things"
"am i not pretty enough?" i get up "maybe its that i am needy?" "am i not skinny enough? big enough"
he rolls his eyes and pulls my shoulders down and kisses me, i slowly melt into his grip
"dont ever say those things. i was just afraid that youll regret dating me and ill get to caught up with you to let you go." he says
