Warnings: smut
I had lived on Neverland for many years, so the celebrations which Pan often threw for Christmas were no surprise to me at this point, the boys hollered and cheered in excitement as beer flowed through the camp on this special occasion, intoxicating the lost boys while they danced around the roaring campfire. Out the corner of my eye I could see my best friends, Pan and Felix, lurking with smiles on their faces and cups in their hands. Felix's icy blue eyes slide over to meet my gaze, a smile spreads across his sharp features as Pan quickly turns around, flashing me a smile before waving me over.
"Y/n!" Pan exclaimed, the alcohol had clearly gotten to his head already, "Come and drink with us!"
Before I was able to give any kind of answer he shoved a cup into my hands before walking off somewhere.
"I'll leave you two alone." The boy gave a wink as he stumbled off into the crowd of happy, festive lost boys..
My cheeks flushed as my face suddenly grew hot, what was wrong with me? Was it the wink that the leader sent my which which made me suddenly blush or the thought of Felix liking me, I couldn't tell. Ether way I knew that the boys actions and words meant nothing, after all he was drunk.
He let out an awkward chuckle, what was wrong with him? The stone faced boy had never been nervous around me or anyone before, so why start now? Maybe he was drunk like the rest of the boys? I tried to convince myself, but everyone on the island knew Felix could hold his liqueur well, I don't think I've ever seen him drunk once. Before I had the chance to ask him about his sudden change in attitude he took a very long gulp from his glass, I followed suite letting the bitter fluid flow down my throat.
"Guys!" Devin shouted, slightly swaying on the spot with is cup in hand, "We should play a game!"
The lost boys slurred out an agreement before arguing over what to play. Soon all that could be heard from every corner of the island was the boys bickering. I laughed to myself, quietly observing the intoxicated boys while taking another short sip from my cup. I wasn't the type to get drunk, sometimes Pan or another lost boy would convince me it was a good idea so I did but it would only end up with Felix playing the big brother roll and carrying me to bed.
"Boys, boys, boys" Pan spoke, stumbling towards the crowd of drunk teenagers yet somehow still maintaining his cool facade, "We can play more than one, after all, the night is still young and this is a special celebration!."
We started with hide and seek, the boys darted... well tried to dart off into the forest, picking a place to hide among the shadows while Jack was left to count.
Wondering around the dark jungle for what felt like hours I searched and searched for a place to hide but so far I couldn't find one.
"Psssst, Y/n." A low familiar voice giggled, "Come here."
I spun around on my heel, trying to find out where the voice was coming from, that's when I saw Felix pop his head out from beneath a bush. His cheeks had a slight pink tint to them as his low chuckle sounded through the air.
"Oh my god, Felix, are you drunk?" I asked, my eyes going wide from shock.
"What? No." He tried to brush me off, but anyone could see that the boy was lying.
I raised my eyebrows at him as a cheeky grin spread across his face, "You are drunk." I let out a tipsy giggle, placing my hands in my hips.
"I," Felix announced, standing up with a bottle in his hand and leaning forward as if he was about to take a bow, "do not get drunk."
I could smell the alcohol on his breath, it was only then I realized how close we really were to each other, his rum stained breath tickled my delicate skin causing me to shiver. His breath fought away the cold air on my neck, I wanted to feel that warmth all over my body.
"Now m'lady." He said while awkwardly bowing, "would you like to follow me?"
Felix seemed to laugh at his own joke before taking a seat behind a tall bush, which was sure to hide us well. The second in command seemed to have a secret stash of drinks, bottles were piled up next to one another.
"Felix how much have you had!?" I practically yelled.
He placed a finger on his lips, his eyes staring directly into mine until I was a little scared but at the same time kinda turned on. The blonde boy seemed to lean in closer and closer towards me and I made no effort to stop him, "Secret." He whispered into the night sky.
The boy seemed to stop leaning froward the moment our noses touched, he froze as if he understood what he was doing but didn't know why he was doing it. His actions lit a fire inside of me, I had never felt this way about Felix before, he used to be just plain old Felix. But now, those stormy blue eyes seemed to hold my gaze, capturing my eyes and not letting them be set free, his scar which I once thought was cool seemed to appear more beautiful and sexy.
Why were all these thoughts running through my head? Was it the drink talking? Or just the thought of falling in love on Christmas night which appealed to my brain?
"Felix." I whispered, his name fell from my lips without a second thought as if it were the most delicious thing in the world.
Before I knew it he had closed the gap between us, his cold lips were on mine, melting away the barrier I had put up so long ago which managed to convince me I didn't have feelings for this boy. My hand trailed up his neck before tangling themselves in his hair, this felt so right, it felt like his lips were meant to be on mine. Pure bliss coursed through my veins while happiness took over my body as we pulled away, gazing into each others eyes.
A smile spread itself onto Felix pink lips, for once his eyes didn't seem hollowed out but full of joy before they grew to the size of boulders.
"Y/n!" The second in command exclaimed, "I-I'm so sorry! I didn't know what came over me just then, I-"
"Felix, it's ok." My words only seemed to confuse him further, "I liked it."
He let out a sigh of relief at my words, "Y-You... you did?" He questioned.
"Yeah." I told him, suddenly growing shy.
The scarred boy smiled to himself before picking up a lock of my hair, repeatedly twisting it around his finger and letting it fall back down again. It felt nice to have him so near, I wish time could stand still and I could be stuck in this moment forever.
My e/c eyes traveled up, dancing over the features of his face. The scar which winded up his cheek stood out the most, It added to the reputation he had, there was no doubt about that, but they mystery behind it drew me in even more. He hadn't told anyone besides Pan how he got it and since I had been on the island I had wanted to find out so bad. Then, my eyes rolled along his cheeks down to his lips, those luscious lips that I wanted to kiss so badly, I longed for them to be on mine once more. Quickly, my e/c orbs darted up to his eyes, his icy cold gaze that still held some warmth seemed to staring back at him.
"Is everything ok?" He asked, with a smirk on his face once he realized I had been looking at him the whole time.
I could only nod in response, no words seemed to fall past my mouth. Suddenly, I found myself leaning closer and closer to him, my eyes fluttering closed as I placed a soft kiss upon his lips, just as I was about to pull away his hands found themselves in my hair, pulling closer toward him. His strong arm seemed to wrap itself around my waist, pulling me on top of him, all the while our lips never parted once.
I could feel my body getting hot, feeling just how turned on I was just by this kiss, but this was not just a normal kiss, it was lustful, demanding, full desire and for god's sake I wanted more. Felix pushed me off him and rolled me over, his tongue exploring my mouth and the longer we kissed, the less he tasted like liqueur. A soft moan escaped the lost boys lips and he pressed his mouth even harder against mine, just like his body. I could feel the bulge in his pants pressing against my stomach, wanting to be touched by me so badly. I could tell Felix found it more and more difficult to hold his hands from me, with his palms softly caressing the small of my back when all he wanted was to rip off my clothes and finally take me. he groaned into the kiss and if I were honest I wanted him too. I wanted him to claim me as his and only his. I didn't expect this when I followed him, even if a small part of me begged for this to happen every night I went to sleep, things escalated quickly. I needed to feel my naked skin against his, or I would surely lose my mind.
Rough hands slowly slipped down from my waist trailing over my curves before slyly pulling up the hem of my cloak, his cold fingers on my skin caused me to gasp but the deceptive boy only took this as an opportunity to slide his tongue into my mouth as his fingers played with the side of my panties. Without warning he pulled them to the side before dipping a finger into me.
"Mmm." I let out a moan at his sudden action.
I could feel the smirk crawl onto his face, "You're so wet already." He whispered into my ear as my cheeks turned red.
He began to pump his fingers in and out of me as I let soft moans slip past my lips, burying my face into the crook of his neck as I did so.
"I can't find them!" Someone yelled, causing my to jump up off the blonde giant.
"Come on Felix!" I whisper-yelled, "There looking for us!"
The second in command only gave me a smile as I pulled him along by his arm, guiding him through the forest so we wouldn't be seen by any of the lost boys. The forest was thick on this part of the island, twisted roots stuck up from the ground as if they were purposely trying to trip someone up. As soon as we stepped out from the overgrown pit of trees we came into a clearing, the vacated camp was in out sight as we stalked forward.
"Come with me." Felix whispered, lacing his fingers through mine as he lead me to his tent.
Letting out a little giggle we sneaked into the cover of his make shift house, trying to be as quiet as possible.
"Now then," Felix spun my round so that my face almost collided with his chest, placing a slender finger under my chin he made my gaze meet his, "Where were we?"
"Well, If I remember correctly, we were round about here." I whispered before looping my arms around the tall boys neck, having to stand on my tippy toes just so I could attach his lips to mine.
Our kiss was full of passion, lightning sparks inside of us. He started to guide me towards the bed before we both crashed down onto it, he sunk into his soft mattress as I straddled his waist.
Felix's fingers messed around with the buttons on my cloak, egare to tear them off my body as my lips left a trail of sloppy kisses down my neck. Suddenly a rush of cold air hit my now exposed skin as Felix slowly dropped my clothes onto the floor, my cheeks flushed red with embarrassment as I sat on him completely naked.
His large hands trailed over every inch of my skin causing it too feel like he had set it alight, he worked his way up, first gliding the rough palms of his hands along my thighs before squeezing my ass. Stroking the flesh along my waist, shorty after cupping my bare breasts, using the pad of his thumb to rub my nipples, sending waves of pleasure through my body before his hands rested on my cheek. Pulling me in for another one of those magnificent kisses, this time I moaned into the kiss, giving it all I had, putting all of my feels for him into one simple act of love.
Soon a mischievous idea popped into my mind as a smirk spread onto my face, I placed a trail of hot kisses down the neck of the second in command, nipping on his sweets spots as I made sure to leave a mark.
I could hear his breath hitch in his throat as my sudden actions, but I wasn't going to stop here, I carried on going, removing his shirt before continuing to kiss all the way down the boys muscularly, bare, chest. Stopping as I reached the hem of his trousers, I hooked my finger around them, pulling them down at an agonizing pace.
Before I knew it his big cock sprung up, Felix looked at me in the eyes, silently begging for me to play with him. I licked my lips before sending a wink his way and I could see his cheeks flush pink, only for a moment.
Sticking my tongue out I licked a big stripe all the way from base to tip, his hands flew into my hair at the speed of light while he let out a breathy moan, I did it again, then again, just to tease him a little before the real thing.
"Please." He managed to huff out, "Stop teasing me."
With a dark look in my eyes I took all that I could into my mouth and started to suck, moans fell passed his lips as his hip bucked into my mouth more and more with every second. I traced circles round and round his tip, making the only sound that could be heard were his moans, as soon as he let one slip past those pink lips more followed suite.
My mouth did all the work while my hands jerked off any part of him that I couldn't fit into my mouth, the bot seemed to be in pure bliss. His hand gently pulled on my hair, guiding my mouth up and down his cock before I took it out completely. The only ting which connected the two of us was a thin string of saliva from my lips to his tip as I peered into the boys eyes, slowly, I started to crawl back up his now exposed body. Lying down on his as we sheared a kiss, his hands soothingly rubbed the small of my back all the while pushing me closer and closer towards him.
Suddenly, without warning, he flipped us over so now he was the one with the upper hand. Attacking my neck with dozens of tiny, welcomed kisses as he grabbed my wrists, pinning them above my head. The wet trail he made down my flesh sent shivers down my spine as he got closer and closer to my breasts, he looked at me in the eyes, there was a something dark behind those blue orbs of his, a darkness which I think is ready to come out and play.
Warn hands cupped my breast, while his mouth went to work on the other one, his tongue swirling around and around my bud like a merry-go-round. I could feel the heat between my legs only grow more intense as he carried on, I wanted him, and now.
Felix chuckled to himself, the vibration of his laugh sent my skin to erupt in goosebumps, he knew what thoughts were running through my head, he knew he held all the power.
In one swift movement the boy pushed himself up, his lips pleasantly tickling my ear as he slowly grinds his hard cock against my dripping pussy.
"I know you want me," He whispered.
The only response I could give was bucking my hips to meet his, coating his cock in my juices. A smirk ran onto the boys face as his once happy eyes started to turn darker and darker by the minute, he plunged a hand down toward his cock, taking it in his hands while he moved the tip up and down my wet slit. A moan tumbled out of my mouth at the slight contact, I needed him, so bad.
"You want it, baby?" He asked, there was a hint of something sinister in his voice, peering down at me I looked at him with wide eyes, egarly nodding in response.
Biting his lip he slowly pushed it into me, letting my walls adjust around his big member before he rocked his hips back and forth, moans fell quickly and loudly, slipping past my lips one after another. I gripped onto his shoulder as he continued to pound into me, soft grunts came out of his mouth while the bed quietly squeaked.
He gripped my hips, digging his nails into my soft skin, making sure to leave his mark on my body. The knot in the pit of my stomach tightened but Felix gave no mercy.
"I'm close." I whispered to the boy who seemed to be seeing red, caring about nothing apart from me and him.
As soon as those words left my lips the second in command seemed to quicken his pace, pounding faster and harder until I was practically screaming, his name fell out of my mouth so easily, so everyone in the island knew who I now belonged too.
"Mmm, Felix." I moaned as the knot in my stomach untwisted, causing nothing but pleasure to take over my body as my juices coated his cock.
Shortly after, I could feel him spray inside me, my name came out of his mouth just as his came out of mine. He stayed where he was for a minute, his shallow breaths slowly returning to normal before he pulled out, laying beside me. The alcohol in his system had long since worn off, he wasn't drunk, he was him again.
We lay there in silence for what felt like an eternity before his arms circled around my waist, trapping my body next to his, Felix's head found a comfy place to rest on my shoulder and I could feel the smile radiating off his face. Before I knew it the boy had fallen asleep with me in his arms, there was no use in trying to move and I would be a liar if I said I wanted too, I let my eyes flutter closed as sleep took over my body.
I wasn't woken up by anything or anyone, but when I did wake up and my eyes fluttered open the first thing I saw was the second in command, playing with my hair.
A smile played on his lips as soon as he saw I was awake, "Good morning." He spoke sweetly.
"Morning." I couldn't stop the smile from spreading across my face when I saw him, his eyes lit up like a kid on Christmas, speaking of which, "Oh my God, its Christmas!"
"Yeah, it is." He chuckled as my, placing a hand in my cheek, "Merry Christmas, Y/n."
"Merry Christmas, Felix." I whispered before he placed a sweet kiss on my waiting lips, as he pulled away he rested in forehead on mine, looking into my e/c eyes.
"I got you something," Felix spoke, sticking his hand under his makeshift bed and placing it in my palms, "open it."
Carefully, I tore off the neat paper, tossing it on the bed beside me, inside the box was a seashell attached to a chain. I glided my fingertip over its rough surface, feeling every bump with a smile.
"I love it." I gleamed, "I got you something too, but it's in my tent and I'm kind of.... you know....naked."
A light blush coated my cheeks as Felix bit his lip, his blue eyes scanning my exposed skin with delight. Protectively, the second in command wrapped his strong arms around me before covering out warn bodies with the quilt of his bed, making sure nobody but him could see me like this. We lay there in silence for a while snuggled up in each others arms, just enjoying one others company, that's when Felix broke the comfortable silence.
"Y/n, there's something I've wanted to tell you for a while now." He spoke slowly, his hands became calming as he tried to force his eyes to look at mine, "last night, it wasn't just sex for me.... I love you and I want to spend every night with you, not just last night."
"I love you too." A grin spread across my features as I looked up at him, "Felix, when did you start liking me?"
I could see his cheek turn a light shade of pink, this time not from the alcohol, "I've liked you ever since you set foot on the island, I knew there was something about you, I just didn't know what. I only realized a couple days ago, that's what me and Pan were talking about last night."
Stretching my head up I stole a kiss from his lips before snuggling back into his arms.
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Whoop Whoop, happy 1st of December everyone!!! I hope you're all in a festive mood because I am!! 🎄🌟
I hope you all enjoyed this story, sorry if it was bad ❤❤ xxx
