something else

~chapter one~

Tobias pov
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"I love you," I remember she said to me. My heart rose, and I could feel my heart racing. Her soft lips were resting on my forehead, slowly breathing against my warm skin. The damp moisture from the dark nights air gleamed through the balcony. Her eyes shone like fireworks, her smile was priceless, and her lips were magnified, pulling me to her even more. Only wanting more and more after each kiss, like a drug, but she, she was by far a good drug.
The nights cold air slipped into the room, making her body shiver with an edge. I remember holding her body for the first time, her small and short breaths as she slept. Her long beautiful hair, and her soft skin. She was so afraid of getting caught by the other initiates, afraid that she would be called out for cheating. But in truth, they knew damn well that she was the best one there, even if they didn't want to admit it.
When she was in her fear landscape, the image broke my heart. She was scared, worried, she was full of fear. I had to look away, knowing that I put her in this pain, made it even worse. I couldn't bare to see her like that, screaming and her face, ever so frightened. It felt like I was in the fear landscape, like my fear was seeing her scared. I covered my eyes, scared of how she would react. My heart was pounding, my mind racing through its thoughts. I wanted to go to her hug her and never let her go. She found a way. She knew it wasn't real, knew it all along. And when I realized that she was divergent, my heart dropped. Their going to kill her, but they would have to get through my first.
And now, right now is now. I'm safe, she's safe, were safe. Something about her, doesn't make me feel fear, nor love. Love is too small to describe her, too broad. And if that moment where she came falling off of that roof never came, our hearts would have still met up. Joining into one, fingers intertwine, and a long lasting journey of love. Somedays it seems like my whole world falls apart, but when she's here, the pieces slowly fold into a shape of a heart that can never be broken, or shattered. And if I have to tell her everyday I will; "Your perfect to me, nothing will ever change it. Don't worry dear, this world can not separate us, nothing and no one can. I love you today, tomorrow, and I'll love you forever. Because you, you were my something else."