Random thoughts

Caring

I noticed that even though I am passionate about my plants I wasn't actually noticing something that helped me get through this rough time. When we broke up and I moved I noticed that I wasn't taking care of my most important plant anymore, I forgot to water it every day, had the curtains closed sealing of the light preventing it from growing. But I was doing that to myself, I was so caught up in my feelings I didn't notice that I wasn't take care of myself, not showering for many day in a row, shutting off the outside world and creating a dark atmosphere for myself which wasn't allowing me to grow either. After I realised what I was doing to myself I noticed something else, the leaves on the bottom of my plant were dying, they began to fall away. But that made room for two more leaves that grew so much bigger on top so I started taking care of it again, because I wanted to see it live and blossom to something bigger and better. I had to let those parts of me die, those parts that I could live without. I made space in my life for more beautiful things to happen and I'm proud of myself for that. Never forget to take care of your plants