(2 + 2) Mentality

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as a lock i am content.

smooth metallic surface skin

(perfect shiny smooth so i smile)

mechanics behind eyes

mouths hands ankles

special functions each. i feel

content with my place, i feel

satisfied with my perceptions,

i am fulfilling my

daily roles, my existence

is justified, i feel physically

full – not from the stomach but from

the guts, not with food but with

blood like a rush-reaction

heating up, flushing red

like my lips after what we did

on my bed on saturday

(always slightly on edge with our

programmed satellite ears extended out

in case some innocent wandered in) 

everything in its right place

my plodding daily satisfaction

(to satisfy mysthesystemelf)

no happy hours but happy days,

healthy children, healthy lifestyle

feeling pure and therefore proper

and therefore all is well.

i repeat. all is well. 

i woke up today turned on

the coffee giant poured a cup,

drank the tar pleasantly surprised

by a peck on the cheek from my

husband_ kids sent off to school_

stayed at home all day_ husband

off to work_ came home, he came home_

i had a lovely day, thank you,

obligatory post-dinner sex

and

as a lock i am content. 

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