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It was April 14 2018. She was feeling extremely worse. See she was depressed. She keeps getting bullied. She feels worthless. But she had her bestfriend. That's all she needed. Someone who still cared. She woke up with a bad feeling as it was. She got dressed still and went to school. She didn't get to see her bestfriend, she went to a different school. But she walks into homeroom and people already whispering about her, snickering. One even started to taunt her. It was homeroom. And they were eleven. It already started. She needed her best friend by her side. So I'm between periods she texts her. No response, odd. Her best friend always answers. She waits until lunch to check again, still no response. Was her best friend ignoring her? Why? Did she finally give up on her like everybody else? She couldn't take it anymore. Once she got home. She texts her best friend a goodbye text. Then writes a suicide note. She's eleven. After tears and many scribbles she finishes. Goes to the bathroom and finds pills. Takes then all at once. Thirty minutes go by and she's dead. Her parents didn't get home until later. Once they saw her they broke down. Tried to save her. Called the hospital. Nothing worked, it was too late. It was over. She was gone. Her best friend wasn't ignoring her. You see, the next morning she goes to text her and sees the goodbye text. She knows it's her fault. She feels awful. Sick even. Her best friend is gone.. what about their dream? Becoming a singing duo. Performing all around the world. And if one of them weren't cut out for the stage, they would go to every show? What about that? She decided to fulfill it. Even though her bestie couldn't go to the shows. She is trying to become a musician. Now it's November 26,2019. She has a music youtube, and instagram. She posts her originals as well as her covers. She does it all for her. Everyday, she gets up for her. Goes to school for her. I know she does that because it's me. I miss you paige. I wish I could be with you. I wish I texted you in time... I love you. <3