I Have A Kid? (Harry Styles Fan Fic)

Chapter 19: Betrayal

"Oh Cass" Megan says as she wraps her arms around me and then her big belly gets in the way causing me to break out laughing along with her. 

"I need to get away for a little while. Go see my mum.. I just need a break" I mutter and she nods her head. I need to clear my mind from this madness. I start packing my stuff only for the weekend, and write a note to Liam. 

"Hey baby, 

I need a little get away, to go see my mum probably wont be back for a few days I will call you and let you know what's happening. If you need a little break from the kids just drop them off at either Harry's or Megan's. I'll see you soon

Love, Cassie"

Megan was sticking around for a bit to watch Darcy and Matthew untill Liam got home and off I was. I drove down to Holmes Chapel and once I arrived at my mothers house low and behold she wasn't home of course, and there was a few news papers stacked by the front door. Did she go away somewhere. I drove down the Anne's house which was 10 minutes away and luckily she was home. I knocked on the door and she opened the door with a big smile pulling me into a hug right away. 

"Is this a bad time?" I ask incase she had someone over or was doing something. She just smiled and shook her head inviting me inside. "Do you know where my mum is?" I ask.

"Oh yes they went for a little trip to mexico" she says. My eyes go wide what the heck why didn't she tell me. "Did you not know?" she asks confused. 

"Yeah I didn't know she never told me" I say sounding more confused, why wouldn't she tell me.

"So what has brought you to town dear" she asks still smiling. She has such a gorgeous smile, Harry's is the same. 

"Well I just needed to get away. I mean I am getting married in 2 months sometimes I just need a little break to let it sink in" I say which is part of the reason I came, another part is well I am inlove with your son just the usual you know. 

"You can stay as long as you like" she says with a smile. Anne has always been like my secound mum. In some ways that wasn't very good like this moment right here. When she is looking into my eyes and I know, I just know I am about to be busted. "What else is on your mind Cassie" she asks me and at that moment tears begin to swell up in my eyes and I know she has figured out my secret and all I want to do is tell her. The thing about Anne is you can tell her everything, and she doesn't spread it around, she gives advice on what you should do with it and pretends she never heard a thing which is why I know I can tell her.

"I'm still inlove with Harry, I always will be all I want to do is be with him. But I can't I couldn't do that to Matthew and Darcy. Liam deserves better than that" I say with a sigh and an looks at me with sympathetic eyes but she has a smile on her face like she has just recieved the present that she wanted most on christmas. 

"Oh cass" she says while pulling me into her arms and the tears are now flowing. "I know it seems hard, I know you don't want to leave Liam and seperate your kids. But even if you did leave each other do you think that he would be able to keep Matthew away from Darcy? Matthew would find a way to see Darcy you know he would and they would never have to be apart from each other. It is not fair to Liam that you are inlove with someone else. You can not get married to someone based on your kids. That's not going to be a good marriage at all" she tells me and it all sinks in, she is more right than ever. I need to be with the one I love, and Liam wont keep Matthew away from Darcy forever. "I was wondering why Harry broke up with Chloe out of no where. But I had a feeling it was you. You are the only person who can do that, that boy would do anything for you" she finishes with a smile which makes me smile. I know he would. 

That was all I needed to hear, I stayed unitil 4pm and got back on the road and was home by 7. If Darcy was being good she would already be asleep but Matthew would probably still be awake reading his book or something. I unlock the door and the kids weren't home. I know because I would have seen Matthew on the couch, but he wasn't there. Liam needed a break right away that's kind of weird. I go down the hall to put my bag in my room and as I open the door I realise why the kids weren't home. I find Liam ontop of some rust coloured hair slut. I couldn't help but let out a loud gasp. This is something I never thought would happen. I mean I was coming here to break up with him but this, this just feels like betrayal. He looks up immediately. 

"Oh my god, Cass. I thought you were gone for the weekend" he mutters. 

"Cuz that so gives you the right to do this" I say exasperatly "Oh the fiancè is gone for the weekend best be getting laid" I say sarcastically. "This is pathetic Liam, I thought you were better than this, how long has this been going on" I say tugging at my hair not wanting to hear the answer.

"About uh 5 months" he says scratching the back of his head. 

"Oh ok, so basically. You ask me to marry you and everything is all good and great, two months later you start some fling with some whore. You brought me to see your family! I trusted you!" I scream at him. I was hurt sure but I was overall angrier than anything. 

"It wasn't like that, her name is Danica. We went to school together and then we saw each other again and it just happened and kept on happening" he says. I scoff at him.

"Nice to meet you Danica" I say putting out my hand to the naked girl in my bed. She grabs it hesitantly and shakes it. I squeze "Thanks for fucking my fiance, you slut" I growl at her before throwing her hand to the side. "Get out of my bed, get dressed, and leave my house" I say angerly, trying hard not to punch her. She scrambles out gets dressed and leaves. "Now we gotta talk, why didn't you just tell me you didn't want to get married to me" I ask honestly.

"I did, I still do! I could come up with excuses as to why I did it, or try and explain to you that I still love you, which I do. But truth is I was just stupid. It was probably fear of commitment, or i'm not sure. But I want to marry you, I love you, I need a life with you. Matthew needs you" he says and the last part clicks in. 

"The only reason you want to marry me is because of Matthew, isn't it" I say, and as I say it I know that it's true. I look him in the eyes, they go wide but then they return to normal and that's when I know. 

"I did love you.. I did, I might still do. But the fact is, Matthew needs you as a mom. That moment when I proposed to you and all that time before and the two months after I was madly inlove with you. Our life together would have been amazing but then I saw Danica and something changed in my mind, and I saw you as a mother for my child not the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with because I loved her" he says to me. Those were some of the most hurtful things i've heard. I only saw you as a mother for my children, I haven't loved you for the past 5 months. He was going to get married to me and I was going to let him thinking he loved me. 

"I still want to see Matthew, Darcy will want to see him. This is going to kill them" I mutter. He looks up at me and then he realised we weren't getting married. How could he think we would after all he has just said. He begins shaking his head.

"Cass, you can't do this. You just said it yourself it will kill them" he says he began freaking out and I couldn't let him suck me in. 

"I am not marrying you Liam, and the kids will see each other. But as for us, we are just friends. I hope you and Danica work out. I'm gonna go stay the night somewhere else, but I want you guys gone by next weekend" I say to him grabbing my weekend bag and heading out the door. Knowing exactly where I am going. 

*KNOCK,KNOCK,KNOCK*

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DAMN! Well that just happened! Now I could be incredibly cruel and just leave it here. But because i'm on a roll. Be prepared this next part is going to be grand! 

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