Crush boyxboy

Chapter 1

Crushes, easy right? just show them signs and ask them out? well it isn't that easy when your crush is a boy... and you are too, especially when he's your best friend, couldn't get any worse right? wrong AND he has a girlfriend, so he's not even gay, and he thinks I'm straight so I could never be with him. Sad I know. Anyway his name is Jesse, his girlfriend's name is Emily, she's a bitch, and my name is Kasper, my other two best friends are Lilly and Lynne, but they're always away on holiday so i never see them but i still have Jesse.

"Kasper, come on, stop daydreaming!" he yelled at me as he rode towards me on his skateboard, I snapped out of my vision of Jesse breaking up with his girlfriend and got on my skateboard,
"Hey Jess" I say as he stopped infront of me with a dead serious look on his face, which soon turned into a giant grin,
"dreamin' about big titty girl eh?" he said while laughing, I really wanted to say what I actually was, I wanted to say 'No I love you Jesse' but I just don't have the guts.

This continued until the end of school, he broke up with his girlfriend and went his own way, we stayed in contact though. One snowy day in december, he called me and asked if I wanted to go over his new house. I said sure and got in my golden jeep and went to the location he told me to go. Once I arrived at the place it was like a mansion, it looked like he had made good money for himself. I got out the jeep and almost ran to the door but then I would of looked weird so I walked, and rung the doorbell, as if straight away, Jesse opened the door and hugged me in a friendly way,
"Hey Kasper! haven't seen you in a while" he said with that big toothy grin I missed terribly,
"You too, you look like you're doing good for yourself" I said , returning a big grin to him too, he was the only one who could make me smile like that,
"Yeah, I got everything except..." he trailed off, he was probably going to say a family, oh well, I would never have a chance with him,
"I gotta tell you something really important, listen I-" he was cut off by his cell phone ringing, he told me to come in and wait a second, I did and I sat down, I waited... And waited... And waited until finally he came off the phone and sat down next to me,
"What were you going to tell me?" I asked,
"Oh, nothing important, do you want to get some drinks?" he asked, I nodded my head and said,
"Sure, why not?" so we went out to a bar, the rest is just a blur, the only thing I remember is sleeping in Jesse's arms, he was probably holding me so I wouldn't fall out of bed, but I'll still remember it for most of my life. If you ever get to cuddle with your crush, never turn it down, it is the BEST feeling ever.