Is This Real? (Kellin Quinn Fanfic)

Chapter 1

I'm sitting at lunch with my best friends dreading to go home one more class and then I'm heading to the bus finally I sigh I get up to go put my tray away I didn't eat lunch I don't really eat at all when I sat back down with my friends my phone made a buzzing sound in my pocket it was a text message from my younger brother he stayed home from school today seeing that he was sick

(Brother,Jazlynn)
Um sissy
Yes? Is everything okay at home?
Yes but um gabe is back
Are you serious?
Yes he says that he wants to talk to you
Ugh tell him ill be home soon
Okay i love you
I love you too

I looked at my friend Sarah i have to leave. Why? Gabe's home... she looked at me and asked so you're ditching the last 2 hours? Yes i am. Do you want me to give you a ride home? I don't wanna get you in trouble for leaving school earlier than allowed. She looks at me and starts laughing do you really think I care about what the school rules are? Nope.

We walked off campus and we got to her car she started blasting Sleeping With Sirens songs she played

*king for a day
*Heroine
*Roger Rabbit
*Need to Know

Then started playing black veil bride songs

*In the end
*Lost it all
*wake up

We pulled into my neighborhood and better off head by sws came on and I started singing it since I knew the whole song it was one of my favorites along with Roger rabbit I didn't notice that we pulled into my driveway because I zoned out singing Better Off Dead

Sarah started to record me singing

"She says she wants to end it all when she's all alone in her room she cries the way she feels inside is too much for her when all you got is these four walls it's not that hard to feel so small or even exist at all
How come no one heard her when she said"
I thought that I heard tapping on the window but I just ignored it to keep singing especially thinking that it was just Gabe

" maybe I'm better off dead if I was what if I finally be enough to shut out all the voices in my head maybe I'm better off dead better off dead did you hear a word did you hear a word I said? This is not where I belong you're going to miss me when I'm gone."

When I came back to reality I noticed that the tapping on the window stopped and that my friend Sarah was still recording me I looked at her and she had a very shocked expression upon her face she look like she was about to cry What's wrong? I asked her but she kept stuttering and couldn't talk all she could do was point out my window so I turned around to look at what she was pointing at OH MY FUCKING GOD my jaw dropped I couldn't talk I just started crying as I got out of the car my little brother Noah ran up to me and gave me a hug and said "it's okay sissy"

I got my stuff out of the car and Sarah followed behind me we went into my room and set our stuff down we ran downstairs and walked into the living room I stopped dead in my tracks causing Sarah to run into me there standing in front of me was all of Sleeping with Sirens I was looking around and looked at Gabe and I asked what the hell is this