"hey Andrea, calm down" she said pulling me closer to her
"i- i d-don't know w-what to d-do. I j-just wanna be w-with h-her" I stuttered
She rubbed my back calming me down "Andrea you have to understand that things happen for a reason. I don't think Dani think your a bad person,she's just disappointed by your actions. She knows your not that person, your just having a little bump in the road down your path babygirl."
"if she knows this then why won't she just believe me?"
"it take time for someone to be forgiven Andrea"
"but ma, I didn't mean to hurt anybody. I was just so upset and had so much anger that night. Knowing that your girl cheating on you, Dani knew, and abuela was gone... I-it all was just hitting me all at once. She had smacked me and said saying how she bet grandma didn't have cancer and that I was lying and I just flashed out. I punched her twice and it's was like this uncontrollable like demon inside of me for a second. I ain't never put my hands on a female in my life like that and I wouldn't do it again. I seen you go through that shit all the time when I was younger and I wouldn't want to put anybody through that. I just want Dani to know I wouldn't do that to her. She's special to me" I cried a little more
Now she had a few tears running down her face "Andrea I know but I promise things will get better"
"why c-can't I j-just normal ma?"
"Because god made everyone different. You are a beautiful human being Andrea. Heartbreak is only temporary" she said kissing my forehead
"how long you been drinking"
"all week. The liquor was helping me"
"with?"
"not feeling anything"
She didn't say anything instead she just got up and put her hand out
"come on"
"where we going?"
"to the bathroom so you can at least do your hygiene"
I sighed and grabbed her hand. As we made to the bathroom in my room I immediately got a nauseous feeling come off. I put up the toilet seat and let everything out. I haven't ate nothing in days so I'm guessing it had to be the liquor. Once everything was out I flushed the toilet and got up... well I tried. I was so fucking dizzy.
My mom helped me up and stood behind me as I brush my teeth and wash my face in case I fall. After I was she walked back into my room to give me some clothes and I then took a bath.
I can't even take a shower with how dizzy i feel. Once I was done bathing I put my clothes on and walked back into my room and seen it was clean. I walked downstairs and went to the kitchen.
"how you feeling?"
"still a little dizzy but better"
she nodded "here"she put out some crackers and a Gatorade
I shook my head "I'm not hungry ma"
"put something in your stomach Andrea"
I sighed and took the things out her hand and sat down on the couch. It was quiet until I broke the silence.
"ma thank you I really appreciate this"
"It's the least I could do for you. I'm sorry for not being in your life for the past few years."
"It's okay i understand, you was hurting and I just up and ran way."
"it's not your fault. I'm not mad that you ran away if anything I'm happy. As long as you wasn't the one getting beat on back then, then I'm okay."
We started making conversation, and joking and laughing talking about plenty of things and subjects. Until somebody came beating on the door.
"I got it" I said getting up walking downstairs
I opened the door
"Andrea Brown?"
I nodded "yeah what could I do for you?"
"your under arrest for the assault of April Jones. You have the right to remain silent anything you....." one said as the other handcuffed me
fuck.
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