I hate everyone
I want to die
Why
why
why
why
cause it hurts
everyone is hurting
hurting me
so i hurt myself
because that's all i know
i have always had to put others before me
and i always have had to worry about them instead of me
so now i do it naturally
i put their needs
before mine
because my needs
are not as important
as theirs
and so
i keep hurting
and don't ask for help
because i don't want to be a burden
and i don't want to have them worry about me
when there are more important things to worry about
and more pressing matters
and things to pay for
than my therapy
and my meds
