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Introduction

What is life without any challenges. My dad always tell me "Millie, life is full of many surprises and many do not come with reasons. But how you face life depends on you." He is right. I've realized that life is packed with so many challenges and surprises we can't really stop what life throws our way but we can prepare our heart. We can stop life but we learn how to face it. Everyone face life different and it also depends on the circumstances. For example I don't like conflict so when I am in conflict with people I shut my feeling or put my feelings on pause. I validated other people's emotions on top of mine. It is not good because I don't experience much in life. I don't forget for what I want.  Nothing is wrong with being selfish at least one because this time I am going for what I want. I am going to ignore everyone's feelings for once and acknowledge my own feelings because I'm done of being hurt. For the first time I don't to be the one that gives up can you give up for me?

I love love stories but I was never the one to chase after them. I was always the one to read about them and see people experience love, but the moment I had a chance to experience love there is always someone who wants the love  that I want. Usually it was always people who are close to me if it wasn't my best friend it was my cousin and if  it wasn't my cousin it is my best friend. I am not the one to hurt people but I want to love but I'm also very independent so I need someone who wants me the way I want someone who understands that I'm independent but I'm also going to depend on them.

My story begins with my best friend Sophie she's more like a sister to me we've  been friends since we were babies. our moms were best friends so the raised us to be really good friends to care for each other. She's been there for me through the good and the bad she encouraged me to be the best Version of what people say I am. I want nothing but happiness for her but does she want the same for me?