WHy do I keep LOVING you

Why Her and not ME!!!!

Ok so Im Eliza, and im in highschool pretty fun yeah, um not so much I’m kindof pegged as a loser. Just because I’m ugly!! I’ve got plenty of friends but I’m just not how you say popular. But anyway..

FLASH BACK!!!!!!!!!

"Emily what do you mean your going to date Elion" I screamed

"Yah i am cause he likes me and not you" she screamed back

"Wanna know what don’t even talk to me about his you know ive been upset about being single and now you take the guy I love" I say holding back the tears.

"Bye" Emily said leaving She called Elion "Elion Eliza just said she is gonna steal you from me and that she loves you and i shouldn’t go out with you" She cried

"OK her and I need to talk" Elion said.

FLASH BACK OVER!!!!!!!!!!

"Hey ellie did you hear that Elion told Eliza he loves her" Said Samantha

"OMG" said Ellie

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"Eliza how could you do this to me spreading these stupid rumors" Elion practicly yelled through the phone!!

"What do you mean" I asked

"Dont play stupid with me I know you did it Emily told me your the one spreading the rumors" he said

"What freaking rumors" I yelled

"Your telling everyone that I said I love you" he said

"NO why the hell would i do that" i yelled

"Whatever bye if your gonna lie then don’t talk to me again” he said

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"Emily why the hell would you do this to me" I screamed

"Do what" She asked

"You lied to Elion about me i know it was you your the only one who know ok so dont lie to me he was always there for me and i dont want to lose him as a friend cause of you having a temper tanturum ok so you need to go back and talk to him and tell him about you lieing or i will" I screamed then hung-up the phone before she could answer... "Ugh What the hell is wrong with my life im not popular that i dont care about, Im ugly idont care about that but what i do care about is that im no longer invisable like ive always been i want to go back to being the girl no one sees so no one notices when im upset or care besids my bffs" I thought But I didnt care I just put some music and started singing Taylor swift it always cheers me up.

You, with your words like knives

And swords and weapons that you use against me

You have knocked me off my feet again

Got me feeling like I'm nothing

You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard

Calling me out when I'm wounded

You picking on the weaker man

You can take me down with just one single blow

But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides