Fighting my Pride

Chapter 40

"It's okay mama." He said and kissed her forehead before getting up and walking out the room with me following him.

"Baby." I called out but he just proceeded to walk. Eventually he walked into our room and grabbed my arm and laid me on the bed as he got in on side of me and placed his head in the crook of my neck.

"Quincy." I called out. ....... silence.

"Im straight." He said lowly. I heard him sniffle but he never started crying. I just hugged him tightly letting him know i was here.

"At least he cant cheat no more." Quincy chuckled lightly which caused me to chuckle as well.

"Really baby." I said amused by his statement.

"For real." He said now serious.

"Baby, honestly I don't know how to feel. I loved my pops always will but he was a bad man all around. He got my birth mama sprung out on drugs then he got with Morgan and just treated her like shit." Quincy vented.

"Then his kids bruh he fucked me up Liyah was just blinded but that man fucked me up. He the reason im in this drug business anyway. Baby I promise ima get outta this shit, when we have our baby it's a wrap." He rambled on.

"That's good baby, i don't ever want our kids to experience the pain of losing their father let alone their mother to this drug business." I commented.

"Damn, you said kids, how many kids you want from me girl." He joked. I could tell his dad dying didn't kick in with him yet. He was acting normal and joking alot something he barley does. He doesn't want to believe that he's dead. But when it settles down i know it's going to hit him hard.

"So you only want one kid from me ?" I asked.

"We having a whole school bus mamas." He said as he placed a soft kiss on my neck.

"How you know i want allem kids by you ?" I joked.

"Fuck you mean ? Who else you gone have em by ?" He rhetorically.

"If i ever find out you giving my pussy away thats yo ass." He stated as he held me tighter.

"I know papi, it's all yours." I assure him.

"What we gone name baby girl ?" He asked changing the subject as he placed his hand on my stomach.

"I don't know, i was thinking Ka'myre or maybe Alanna." I said then i paused.

"Or Malaya." I added .

"I like Alanna." Quincy asked rubbing my belly getting a reaction outta the baby. He started moving and kicking which made me smile.

"Alanna it is." I smiled.

"She gone be a daddy's girl watch." Quincy challenged.

"Nah, i doubt it... ain't that right mama." I said putting my hand on the other side of my stomach.

"If youn get yo ugly ass on." Quincy joked which caused me to laugh.

"Na baby we both know i am not ugly." I said and he smacked his lips.

"Ion know shit."

"Okay bet, ill find somebody who thinks im cute." I teased.

"Girl, don't play with me." Quincy said squeezing my thigh.

"Do you think it's necessary to have a baby shower because we really don't have to." I said.

"It's all up to you mamas." He said sounding sleepy.

"You sleepy baby ?" I asked rubbing his waves.

"emm emm." He lied. I knew he was falling asleep.

"Goodnight baby." I chuckled.