I'm menstruating right now which causes dysphoria which in turn causes depression and my depression has never been able to differentiate between trauma and dysphoria which causes nightmares which in turn just makes me anxious and my anxiety just leads to even worse nightmares. I usually don't sleep till my dad gets home and I have someone to cuddle but he's introvert and doesn't like it so there's always an argument but the only other person in the house is my brother and he would punch me if I tried to cuddle with so. So here I am writing this at three o'clock in the morning wanting to do nothing more than sleep wondering why I live with the only two introverts in my entire family
