I wish the pain would go away, will somebody please. Make it. Stop.
There's now way there's a God. What kind of god would let me suffer like this for so long.
It's not fair. Life's not fair, fine. But why do I have to be the one that's constantly hurting can't I just be actually okay for once? Wouldn't that be nice.
Now I'm not saying I think the world should be sunshine and rainbows because that would be stupid and boring.
What I want is the pain to not be so bad and all the time. Dying isn't what most truly want. What they want is the pain to fucking stop. Make it all end. If life allowed them to have a break then they may turn out ok, but when you have no true break to the madness, you're sanity only gets smaller and smaller as time goes on. If you get a break off of school great but a new problem comes up relationships or Parents, the feeling of only wanting to die, more.
Why were we the one's that had to win the race? Why can't I be dead already..
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