Insane

Settle things...

Namjoon had to go. He had been missing work for the past few days and was almost sure his boss would throw him out if he doesn't show up any sooner. He picked up the files he had left unattended and placed them in his bag, along with his laptop. The charger was missing and he had to search the whole house to find it lying under the couch. Bags under his eyes were clearly noticable, but he was confident enough to hide them under his prescription glasses. On his way to the kitchen he glanced at the mirror taking in his own reflection. He looked tired and he hated it. So he forced a smile, his dimples making their appearance after what felt like years...

Jin was busy preparing breakfast, his hair sticking out in every direction and he was still in his pajamas. Namjoon was glad that Seokjin didn't have to work as the summer vacations were on and teaching teenagers in this situation would only make things worse for him.

Namjoon sat down at the table getting himself some food that Jin had made, his stomach rumbling from starving the whole night.
"Is Jiminie up?" Seokjin asked his eyes not leaving the dishes on the table.
"No." Namjoon replied, words unclear as he stuffed his mouth. He was hungry was an understatement and above all, Seokjin was an amazing cook.
"What reason are you gonna tell your boss? You have been in the office not for a single day this week."
"I'll tell him in person. He should understand. And... Hmm... I'll do something with the colleagues." Namjoon finished his breakfast and stood up from the chair noticing Jin's eyes were again trailing across the medicine bottles on the table.
He didn't want to upset his hyung, but he had to ask...
"When should I get him an appointment hyung?"Seokjin didn't look up. Yes... He was crying again. Namjoon sighed patting him on the shoulder. He had nothing to say. Nothing at all.

Namjoon walked out of the house. He made a mental note to talk to Jimin's psychiatrist once he gets things settled in his office. As he was about to open the car door, his phone rang. He checked the caller ID as his face fell... He knew exactly what the person on the other end was about to tell, but he couldn't ignore the call either. He half heartedly picked up the phone and the person spoke... "Namjoonie... So what did you decide?"