Music and friends.
These are the 2 things that keep me standing and alive. Like a shield that will protect me from bad stuff or as a medicine after all the bad stuff made me sick, mentally and physically.
It's so interesting to me how the music I listen to can affect how I feel and act. Some songs make me feel super great and happy, while others make me feel like crying and dying.
It's always been a dream of me to go to a festival. The idea to leave my normal and sad life and trade it for a few days of great music and great moments makes me so happy. Even if it's just a few days, those few days can make great memories and those are worth more than anything.
There is always this one thought that keeps me from ending it all.
" one day I'll have enough money to leave to the happiest place on earth, start a whole new life and leave all the messed up shit that has happend to me in the past all behind."
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PoetryA book of random thought that I wrote down and now I want to share.
