Beautiful Silent Girl 🤫

Part 1💛

𝙱𝙴𝙰𝚄𝚃𝙸𝙵𝚄𝙻 𝚂𝙸𝙻𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 🌻🤫

Hi , My name is DeAuvian ... I'm 17 years old and I am a junior in high school . I'm captain of my cheer team at school , Class President and a student ambassador 📚. Perfect life right ? Well that's all about to change ... On August 12 i met my biggest life lesson ... sounds crazy right ? Well this is how it allllllll started . On August 12th I was in math class the worst class of the day of course ! And this new boy walked in he looked a good 6'3 , he had dark brown eyes , waves , earrings of course , he was CHOCOLATE 😍 , and he had pretty white teeth . The biggest description of a fuckboy !🙄 But of course I didn't care I couldn't stop looking at him . After I stared him down my teacher introduced him to the class saying " Class we have a new student and his name is Christian Jones and he's also from Atlanta , Georgia " and of course that explained why he looked so perfect 🤦🏾‍♀️ ! 30 minutes later after the bell rang it was time to go to lunch FINALLY ! But as I walked to the cafeteria I noticed somebody watching me as I walk and guess who it was ? Christian . Then knowing me I was hungry and I had a attitude so I stopped and said "what you looking at ?" And he smiled and looked at me up and down and said "I seen you looking at me in mrs.cooper class what was that all about ?" And I replied "boy wasn't nobody worried about you I was just tryna see who you were " and he smiled once again and said " damn ma why you gotta be so mean I can't get a smile or none ?" I just looked at him and walked away .. 3 weeks passed and everytime I walked to the cafeteria Christian always found a way to talk to me 🤦🏾‍♀️ so finally on Friday before the homecoming game he asked for my number and I gave it to him after I gave it to him he texted me instantly .. we texted that whole day after that , he even came to the game and cheered for me ❤️ , as months passed we became closer and talked on the phone 24/7 , spent time together at each other's houses ... then after school let out for winter break Christmas came🌲🎁 he bought me a necklace with his name on it , Victoria secret panties , and uggs everything a girl could dream of ..... on New Year's Eve we spent the whole day together at his place .. 1 hour before New Year's Day hit .. he asked me " babe are you a virgin?" And I answered "yes .. why ?" And he replied "I mean we've been together for a while and I wanted us to start off the new year with something different and I wanted to know if you maybe wanted to try (it) ?" (At that moment I should've went with my gut and said no ..😪) and I answered "ok we can try it ... but don't hurt me .." and he smiled and said " I got you forever ma I couldn't hurt you if I tried ..❤️" I smiled but in my head ? I was nervous , he started kissing my neck slowly ,pinned my hands to the bed ,took my shirt off and kissed me down my body then he pulled it out and said "I don't have a condom .. is that ok ?" And my dumb ass said "yes" and as he started putting it in gently... I gasped and he stopped and said "you sure you wanna do this ? " knowing I should've said no , I said "yes" as he put it in he started stroking slowly .. and held my hands as he pinned me to the bed and started going faster and I moaned louder and louder .. and then 10 minutes later he stopped . And he looked at me with nervousness and said "I didn't pull out "... knowing me I didn't know anything about sex ... so I replied "what does that mean ? Is it bad ?!" And he answered "yes maybe you should go get a pregnancy test " 30 minutes before the new year struck I drove to Walgreens and bought 2 pregnancy test and I drove back to his house and I took the pregnancy test and waited 5 minutes ... as they were counting down for New Years it was almost time to see the answer ... 10 ! 9 ! 8 ! 7 ! 6 ! 5 ! 4 ! 3 ! 2 ! 1 ! HAPPY NEW YEARS !! I looked at the test results ... And I found out I was pregnant as I started To cry he came in and held me and said " I'm not leaving your side pregnant or not .." and of course I BELIEVED HIM 🤦🏾‍♀️💔 after 4 months of being pregnant and depressed I finally found out the gender of my baby .. After crying because I was alone at my doctors appointment I became happy because I found out I was giving birth to a (BABYGIRL🎀💖) 5 months of preparing for my child's birth and being alone thru this whole pregnancy finally on October 3rd , 2018 my water broke I cried but I managed to call 911 I was scared because I knew I would go through this delivery alone but I felt relieved because I know god was in my corner😪💖 after 8 hours of being in labor @ exactly 2:45 A.M I brought my beautiful babygirl into this world and I named her Demi Aliese Jones 💜 ... 2 hours later I gotta call saying Christian moved back to Atlanta .. 😪 as his mom told he moved back all I could do was cry .. I was hurt and broken cause he left me when I know I can't raise her by myself .. so I hung up the phone I asked for my baby and I held her and I told her " No matter what happens if nobody loves you or wants you family or friend ? Mommy is going to ALWAYS love you and want you "😪 as years went on I met this guy ... I was walking my daughter to the park and there he was ...😩 he was the perfect definition of a man but yet mysterious .. he was darkskin with golds but he had on a suit 🤔 at the moment I just sat there and thought *damn he gotta be a sophisticated drug dealer cause ain never see no shit like that* but I turned away when he looked my way because I knew nobody would want a 20 year old with a child and a high school diploma so I looked away and forgot about him . As I watched my daughter play she ran off and i noticed she wasn't in the same place as she were before than I went looking for her and I heard a deep but yet sweet voice and the voice said "well who is this beautiful little girl ?" And I walked up to him not making eye contact and Picked up Demi saying " don't go anywhere , where I can't see you mama " forgetting that the man was right there he spoke again saying "This your daughter ?" I replied "yes she's my blessing "😌 and then of course he answered back with this wack ass pickup line saying "let me be your blessing too 😏" all I could do was think (what does a fine man like him want to do with a woman that has a child ?) so I replied saying "I'm not interested in a relationship right now I have a daughter to raise and bills to pay " and he replied saying " we don't have to get into an official relationship I just wanna get to know you if you let me .. " so I sat there for a few seconds and I thought .. (being friends won't hurt and plus I'm lonely a little fun won't mess up anything ) and I answered "gimme your phone" as he gave it to me I started blushing and while I was typing he asked "what's your name beautiful?" And I replied .. "DeAuvien and you ?" He smiled and said .. "Trenton " after I learned his name i had to hurried and typed in my number and once I was done typing it , he smiled and said "I'll be calling you later on just let me know when you get settled and my number is (256)324-8899 " as I typed it in my phone I walked away with my baby thinking this may be a start to a new beginning .. later on that night I finally texted him and he called me 🤤 and we talked from 8 p.m to 2 a.m months went by and we went on dates , family movie nights , picnics , basically everything I could ever dream of 😩 !! Then one night He got a call while he was in the shower it said "DayJob👪❤️" and i noticed how I never seen this name popped up so if course I suspected it was that new job he was talking about but he was in the shower so I then I answered .... and I heard a feminine and the voice said "baby where are you Trent is sick ... " at that moment tears ran down my face and I hung up the phone and then I heard another voice "baby I heard my phone ring who was that ?" Barely being able to breath or talk I answered slowly ... "Your day job .." then he walked in slowly saying "Dee I can explain " with nothing but rage I yelled , " EXPLAIN WHAT ?! HOW YOU LED ME ON KNOWING YOU HAVE A CHILD AND WIFE ?! , TRENT GET YOUR SHIT AND GET THE FUCK OUT MY HOUSE ! " then all of a sudden I see this look on his face ... no smile or anything .. but I noticed this glare in his eyes 🧐 this was the same glare that Christian always gave me when we argued .. I noticed how his pretty dark brown eyes changed to a lighter brown just like Christian when he was all worked up ... at that moment I knew something was off and I seen this same tattoo Christian had on his left arm it said "R.I.P My PrettyLady" it was in memory of his grandma then I started realizing all the things he was saying and doing Christian and I planned in highschool ?!! Then he noticed the look of worry on my face and said "what's wrong ?" But for some odd reason it was like he knew ... and I replied .. "Christian?"