At The Carnival

Chapter 1

(About one of the characters) - You might be wondering who i am... Well honestly i dont really know... But im gonna try and figure it out.. I think? Im not totaly sure...Hopefully it wont be too bad... Well a lot has happened to me when i was younger... And i mean im trying to forget it.. Forgeting is easier than forgiving... When i was younger my dad left my mom. I was only 5 years old. The worst thing is that he left on my birthday. He said to turn around and count to 100, so we could play hide and seek, so i did as i was told and when i finally reached 100 i tried to find him. I looked for hours on end and then i got really hungry so i went inside. When i went inside i saw my mom crying. I asked her what was wrong, but all she could do is sob and sob. Then she later "explained" and i asked if he was comming back... My mom said no and i just shrugged it off and i went to sleep. Mom said that after i had fallen asleep she went back to crying. Then i woke up later that night. I checked to make sure my mom was asleep because she had work in the morning. I had school but i just couldn't sleep so i decided to walk around for a little bit. I stumbled over some things becausenit was really dark. I saw the time and it had read 3:56 a.m.. I just sat there for a minute and thought. Then i decided to go look out the window at the stars. Then i saw a carnival. I paid close attention to the detailing of the light. The lights were so colorful and beautiful. The lights seemed so pretty. Then everything went black... Mom says that i was asleep the whole time and i slept walked... She says she was awake the whole time.... I was confused i mean i was only 5 years old so i should have been confused.. Right? Well lets get you up to speed now im 13 ill be 14 in 5 months. Oh wow i just realized that i never even told my name! Wow im so stupid!!! Well i might as well tell you now. My name is Ash (ashlyneta) i dont like my real name so i go by ash. I like that better. I dont really have friends. I always end up screwing everything up. I have one freiend for now.... Her name is lilah. She is sweet. She is always thee for me. Well... She was.. I miss her. Its been over 2 years since i have seen her. I dont have her phone number or anything. One day we were at school, we were at lunch and.... She.... She said she was going to the bathroom. And she disappeared.. Literaly its like she never even existed. I asked around. Our teachers, her friends, the principal, the janitor, and more. I never found out what happened. I wish i would have known. Oh well there isnt anything I can do about it anymore. I hope she is okay. I have a dog, luca, she behaves verry well. She is a pitbull husky mix. She has depression though. Its okay, i mean i have depression and anxiety. So i partially understant. Aunt selda. She has beautiful brown hair and georgious brown/green eyes. Her hair is silk and shiney. She writes novels.. She also is a witch... But the rest of my family doent know that... Except for my mom. My mom isnt a witch... My dad isnt either. So that makes me mortal. No one knows that im related to a witch. I guess im special. I like girls... But my family doesnt know that. For right now i plan to keep it that way. Ive always wanted to tell my mom... But im just kinda scared..... Oh well, maybe ill come out later on. Well lets get on with the rest of this...