scream

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you're so sweet
you make me blush.
you're like the ice cream
we both love to eat.

I was happy before.
I am still happy now.
You make my heart smile.
When I see your name on my phone,
I jump of the ground.

I helped you, when you felt like shit.
You helped me, when I did.

you make me smile,
laugh,
scream
but a good scream
the kind of scream you do
when you're happy and excited.

I can't wait to finally see you.
I might be the most excited one.
I've heard stories about you.
And I can't wait to finally see you.
I can't wait till our HUGE hug.
Until I make you pasta.
And we are so watching Juno together,
alright?

I hope that doesn't scare you.
Oh shit it might.
Oh shit I might fuck this up.
I probably just did, right?
wouldn't surprise me.
nope, not at all.

I know we don't do dances.
But it would be so much fun.
If we got a group of friends
together for prom.

is that still too fast?
am I wishful thinking?
is this a dream?
I don't know, maybe.

I want to scream.
you're so adorable and just ahhh.
but I'm gonna fuck it up
before you even come.
or, who knows.
maybe I won't?
but what if I do?

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