Ever love everybody and treated everyone as such?
Ever gave 1000% of your all to people?
Ever just wanted people to actually care and actually love you back?
There's a saying that everyone needs someone to unconditionally love them,
Yet i keep running into brick walls.
Crazy shit is i Know what having no one feels like.
Ever felt empty?
To where all you can do is cry, grab your stomach, clutch down and cry some more?
To where it feels like you've been taking blows from the ones you love the most.
No are you okay's, got me feeling like it okay to not be okay.
When in all reality it's not okay.
When you just want to be treated like you matter to someone for once.
Yet in all you've been taken blows left and right in silence.
And because you love with your all you act like everything is okay.
Maybe someone will notice, you think to yourself.
Maybe Someone you love will notice the hurt you've bottled up inside,
Yet no one sees, not even the ones you love.
But all you want is for someone to notice your pain,
Even down to the ones you stood solid for.
Yet how you feel gets over looked
But you love so hard,
So it makes hard to let go of what was or what could of been.
You know your worth but you don't wanna give up on those you put first.
And you ask, why you treating me like this?
But it's just goes through one ear and out the other.
On the outside your Smiling,
Yet on the inside your Crying.
And it Hurts but you still trying.
Because you Love.
Yet the Pain gets above you
So you stay home and cry to Yourself
Why me?
Haven't I been through Enough?
Haven't i took all the blows i could take?
But Facing Reality, I realize you're just a Human Punching Bag.
