𝐢'𝐦 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬

intro.

just another day, I'm just wanna to fuck up myself in my entire life.

Being locked to the dumbass asylum for being crazy ass bitch.

Being someone's burden for murder a man that I used to love him before...

Everyday for being acted like a goat in this place. Just begging for giving me out of this hell.

That woman therapist always giving me those treatments that I didn't need too.

Everything's gonna be fine if you walked away from that traumatic past.

Hell no, I can't! I can't going out of the fucking zone!

Just remember:past is the past, tomorrow is tomorrow,. Everything is gonna be fine. Okay?

Okay. I nodded.

I was been sitting and slept in this place around a tons of years.

Another day of having hypothesis for around 4 years.

Somehow, im going out for seeing the bright sky after these years. From this stupidass place that I lived.

The society for today would accept me as normal human being again?

Without any stained bloodprints on my hand with bleeding knife?

How would they?

Wish my past sins would forgive by them.

If I should die before I wake, I pray to the lord, for taking my soul to his place.

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