Finding Myself

Part 1

"Honey! Come down and get some dinner, it's getting cold!"
"Coming mom!"
I'm David, and this is my life. A repeat cycle, that goes on and on every day. I don't know when it's going to end. Hopefully soon. It just gets boring, you know, living the same day over and over? Makes me really appreciate the times I can change it up a bit.
"Smells good, what's cookin?" It doesn't take me too long to get downstairs, like I do everyday. And then my mom answers one of three things...
"Chicken parm, your favorite!"
I guess you could say she isn't the best or most creative cook, but she isn't bad, per say. At least tonight we get a good dish. It's this, mac'n'cheese, or burgers. I'm not one for the other two, but the chicken ain't half bad.
"Set the table honey? And please remember to take your med"
"Sure thing" I sigh, "anything else?"
"Nope, dinners ready."
The night goes by fast, and before I know it I'm waking up and getting ready for school. Same routine every morning, wake up, strip, shower, dry off, do my hair, brush teeth, get dressed, go.
My best friend Kayla picks me up outside my house, and we're off to school. Not without a stop to Starbucks though, of course. The drive through line was completely out of this world, so I being the logical person that I am, ran into the store and guess what? No line! I guess not being lazy has its perks.
We hurry to school, and when I walk through the doors, best friend in left arm, Starbucks in right hand, I stop. I just shut down. My mouth is gaping open, and I'm staring forward. I quickly shake it off, not knowing what's gotten into me, and go to meet the person causing my shock.
I never knew a guy could be so hot. His muscles, just ugh, look at them! Wait. What am I thinking. What the fuck. I'm not gay. I. AM. NOT. GAY. What is happening to me. He turns around from his locker, and we're awkwardly close. I'm staring into his seafoam green eyes, and just taking in what he looks like. Broad shoulders, wide chin, pecs on point, muscles are big but not too the point of dislike. And his lips are full, and deep red. He's like a dream I want to have every night. Wait, I'm doing it again! GOD WHY AM I THINKING LIKE THIS? I AM NOT GAY.
"Hi, I'm Cameron"
I think I just heard an angel. His voice is like Morgan Freeman's, but you'd have to use auto tune to get it because it's so perfect.
"And you are?..."
Ugh I'm just staring at him! What do I say? I don't want to be awkward, well this is kind of already awkward so how much worse can it get?
"I'm David, but you can call me Dave."
"Well then hi Dave"
We kind of just stood there for a second still awkwardly close, but I liked it. His warmth was comforting, his body on mine, just felt natural.
I felt something on my thigh, I didn't know what it is... But it really feels good. Wait a second, he had a growing erection on his leg and I liked it? Ok this was too much. I took a step back, and realized that my erection was starting to become visible when we both rushed to the bathroom to find a way to cover it up.
"Um I'm sorry about that I didn't realize-"
He cuts me off. We're alone in the bathroom now, and Cameron starts talking to me like it's serious but funny.
"Realize what? That we we were awkwardly close and it might have felt like a girl was grinding up on you?"
"I just... I don't know. It's just really awkward and I don't know what I'm feeling and I think I'm gay and I don't know what to do but if you ever found out well then THAT would be a problem."
Wait a second. I didn't voice that did I? No no no. This is not happening. Haha this is a funny prank. No it's a dream right? I'm going crazy now. I can't believe I just said that to the guy I like. And I'm not even gay! Why would I be thinking about that in the first place! Wait but I don't like him! I just think he's a good looking guy, no homo. That's not gay, right? Guys think that about other guys right?

Thanks for checking out my first book! Im really excited to see where the story between David and Cameron goes! Updates are going to be once a week, and Ill try my hardest to stick to that! No promises though :P Luv you all <3 Thanks for reading!