-a list of things I can't say out loud

we lost

I wish I meant more to you
But the world isn't the best place to ask
for anything like that
Wish someone would have told me
Destiny's gonna fuck you up
I don't want to know what you're doing
I just want to know where you at

How can we avoid this situation
We're not mean to be
I thought this could be it
Your heart goes down and strikes me
But this is not a competition