-I look for you in everything, though I have never seen your face,
But I feel you when im in the world, craving your embrace
Your name is familiar
On the tip of my tongue
Im homesick for arms I have never felt and a love I can only imagine
-what a rarity
Self expression on the soils of conformity
Letting yourself scream when you've been biting your tongue
And though its you against the world, your soul has always known the melody that keeps you apart, and now its time to dance to it.
-what is the color of uncertainty?
Is it your eyes green blue?
Whats the shape of nostalgia?
Is it a lot like that of you?
Whats the taste of forgiveness?
Lips strong of whiskey?
Whatever it is, its familiar, but in time lost its potency
-I can no longer continue my fruitless pursuit of joy in a world of ineffable sadness, perhaps im being mercurial, or perhaps blind to the alleged "good". The flame that once burned is weak and dying, and for no more can i bare to exist rather then live.
-My hands in yours but I am a million miles away,
Oh darling why is it im distant?
Why is it im numb?
Your arms used to be electric, but now I cant feel my thumbs,
Breathe life in me,
Dyings no fun when you're awake
-I remember bliss, in short bouts of euphoria,
I can, on occasion, smell flowers and feel rain dance on my skin, but it seems so long now, ive grown accustom to grey,
Perhaps this is life,
Flying and crawling through thorns, or maybe im a bird with broken wings, more confined than free, yet without a cage,
-I can deconstruct morality a million times before morning, and not even then can I justify what you have done
-You are a foul taste in my mouth, and a noisome odor, yet at times I open my senses, in hopes I remember when you tasted of rain and smelt of flowers,
Why did you let our love decay?
-darling you are a wildfire, a primal energy, one strong enough to turn the thickest oak to ash, you are bold, strong, unstoppable,
I love the way you burn
-It is not your body that is weighing you down, its the weight of thought,
defy gravity!
Feel and release,
Ascend
-go ahead,
Call for me
I am hidden in the moon
Though i hold you still, in everlasting love,
My wolf; your howl grounds me
Its like your soul is here
Ill find you in the forest, when all is cold
And i will run like madness to find you, but for now, im alone
