Unexpected

• Chapter Fifty-Two •

Abel breaks contact and places his head in the crook of my neck where he runs his tongue along my sensitive spot before sucking deeply. His hands roam all over my body from my thighs to my arms to my cheeks feeling like electricity with every touch.

My back arches towards Abel of its own accord as a moan escapes my lips.

Unconsciously, I start moving on Abel's lap causing him to let out a deep and unfiltered groan that sends vibrations throughout my whole body.

I immediately start to feel something poking between my legs alerting me that it's time to stop.

I pull away from him with much struggle and stare into his captivating eyes, "We should um, we should stop." I say while still breathing heavily.

Abel nods at me but doesn't reply.

I move a bit on his lap causing him to let out another guttural moan.

"Don't move yet baby. I need to relax a bit for a second."

Fully knowing what he means, I comply with his wishes.

I eventually move off him and lay down next to him once again. I can't believe I just ravaged him like that it's so embarrassing. I cover my face with my hands and let out a weird sound.

"What's wrong Brown Eyes?"

"I can't believe I just pounced on you like that!" I exclaim.

Abel lets out a husky chuckle before pulling my hands away from my face, "Trust me I enjoyed it. But where did it come from?"

I mumble an incoherent sentence that I'm fully aware he can't hear.

"Huh?" He Asks.

I sigh out loud, "I said, this time of the month makes me desire you more I guess." I suck my head out of embarrassment as Abel stares at me.

"Really?"

"Yes.."

"Then I'd be so very happy to appease your desires." Abel looks at me with hooded eyes as his eyes grow a shade darker.

We have a few more make out sessions that leaves Abel with more than one hickey and swollen lips.

"You drive me crazy baby." He says in a low voice.

I sigh happily and lean closer to him.

We stay silent for a while when a thought comes to mind, "Abel, would you still like me if I was fat?" I ask.

"Brown Eyes, I would never judge you for the size that you are. I lo-like you because of your amazing personality and who you are. On top of that, you're so unbelievably beautiful that you constantly capture my attention. I know it would be the same even if you were bigger. What brought that up?" He peers down at me.

"I don't know, I was just thinking I guess."

"You don't think you're fat now do you?" He asks.

I bite my lip and shrug. Sometimes I feel like I'm fat and look fat to other people and it can be hard to remove those thoughts no matter how much I try.

Abel pulls me to lay beneath him as he caresses my cheeks, "I can tell you in detail why I think you're beautiful baby."

He grabs hold of one of my legs and wraps it around his waist before rubbing his hand up and down my thigh, "Your legs are amazing. If you haven't noticed, I love touching them in anyway I can."

I kind of have noticed.

He lifts my hoodie up slightly making me tense. I don't like having my stomach fully exposed. It's kind of embarrassing since I know it's not as flat as I would have liked.