Afraid A Sincerely three fanfiction

"Evan we care"

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Jared pov
What have I done. What have I done. WHAT HAVE I DONE. (A/N this is a complete mood.) It just he looked really jittery and upset. I wanted to help. Now he's gone. Ugh. I know he can get super nervous around other people and feel just all in all more comfortable if someone is simply standing next to him. It is my job as his friend- oh wait family friend. I made my way into the school building. Walking briskly, almost running. There were many people standing; talking in the hallway. I saw some faces I knew but of course no people that I talk to. I don't exactly have that many friends. I did once... But well they just got into a lot of trouble way too much. I do have another somewhat friend but she's more of an acquaintance. Her name is Alana. She's my neighbor. I've known her for almost as long as I've known evan but not quite as long. I was walking and then I saw Alana.
"Hey!" I called. She looked over at me and stopped her conversation with her friends. They just looked at me with blank faces. "Have you um seen Evan anywhere." She nodded
"Well mind te-"
"I called after him but he just kept walking and I couldn't find him after that."
"S&*t! Ok do you know which way he went."
" um I think he went that way." she pointed in the exact direction of Evan's locker.
"K. Thanks so much!"
I ran in that direction. Kept going I didn't want something to happen to him and well you know him. I got to his locker. He wasn't there.
. I was looking around when I bumped into someone.
"Oh sorry." I heard them say. He was really short. He was wearing a tank top and jeans. He also has short ish long hair with a red streak through the top. On his arm their were marks that looked like burn scars. I'm not judging him though.
" It's all good. Have you seen someone with short blonde hair wearing a polo shirt and khakis?"
"You mean that Evan kid? Yeah I saw him fall when that jerk connor murphy crashed into him."
Dang it evan!
"Which way did he go!"
"Well I heard connor yell at him and StOMp aWAyyyy. ThEN THat EvAn GUy WENt AND FaLLowED Him."  (Idk either y'all) He pointed down the hallway.
"Thanks!" I ran in that direction. Where is that kid. Evan? Evan? EVAN?! I still can find him he's usually falls in the background but I see him anyway.
"Evan?" I called. I started to get worried. "EVan!" I started picking up my pace. I really hope he's ok. I kept walking. My converse smashing at the ground with great impact. My eyes darted across the hall. Searching, looking for him. "Evan?!" I continued to call. I was all the way by the last lockers near one of the exits. I stopped in my tracks. THere he was. His face was red and blotchy, as well and tear streaked. He was sitting against a wall hugging his knees. He looked like he was shaking very badly. I god I hope this isn't my fault. SItting next to him conforting him was another student. Connor murphy.
Connor pov
I feel like a complete a**hole. I am so stupid. I caused this. I just need to learn to be more chill about most thing and wait for people to explain themselves.  It's just I love zoe and don't want anything to happen to her, EVER. All I could do was sit here and try to comfort him. I listen to what he had to say. I didn't say things like "Oh I completely understand that like I totally relate." because sometimes you can't completely relate. You don't know what it feels like to be them, and you never will. What he said wasn't full stories either. They were more of just little complaints at himself. He said things such as " Why did I do that." I told him that he can't change the past so he just has to make the future ever so much more amazing. We sat there for who knows how long but school shouldn't start soon anyway we still have like a half hour of time to spare. Soon I heard the noise of footsteps. I glanced up and saw another guy. I know who he is. His name is Jared Klienman and he's kinda a jerk. I motioned with my head to just leave us alone and keep on walking but he simply just came over and sat next to evan. He put his hand on Evan's shoulder causing Evan to glance up. I expected him to get more nervous but he simply just looked at Jared. Then I remembered something important. Jared and Evan have known each other for a long time. He trusted Jared, Jared was his closest friend. Jared reached out towards Evan and brushed the tear off his face. He reached out towards Evan as if he was asking for a hug. Evan accepted. Jared spoke soothing words towards evan. Evan's tears began to slow. A while passed until Jared finally spoke once again. "Hey Acorn, do you want to hear acorn-y joke?" It was so cheesy it was funny. Evan looked up. He looked as if he was hiding a smile that had started appearing on his face. "Or would you rather me just leaf you alone." (A/N I'm not sorry) Evan started gigglinging. His laugh was really just pure. It also seemed slightly godly. It just so fricking PURE. "You're a dork." He told Jared. "So are you!" Jared protested. They both started laughing. I wish I had a friend like this. But im connor murphy. I don't have friends. "Hey ev' the bells gonna ring soon. You okay to go to class?" He simply nodded in response. "K!" Jared said his tone suddenly becoming super happy. Let's go then! He took Evan's hand and drug him to his feet. They went in the direction of the social studies room. I sighed. Why did I even have hope of making a friend. Jared stopped in his tracks. He turned his head over his shoulder. "You too Connor!" He called his voice cheery! "No, Jared I-"
"Ugh!" he came over and grabbed my wrist and dragged me over to Evan. "Well it seems you have no choice!" "Shut up, kleinman" I grumbled in response. He leaned over and whispered something in my ear. "Talk to me after school." His tone sent a shiver down my spine. (A/N DANG JARED YOU MADE THE CONNOR MURPHY NERVOUS!)

Evan POV

Jared and Connor are both in my first period class. We walked in to the oddly decorated room. I don't know I kinda like it though. I walked in my head low to avoid eye contact but high enough to see where I was going. I sat down where I normally sit. Alone in the back corner. Corners are nice. I have absolutely no clue why. They just are. Jared usually sits in the desk in front of me next to his friend Micheal. I just now realized that connor usually sits across the room in the other corner. The desks are positioned in groups of two. Today though today was different. Jared and connor followed me to my desk. They both offered at the same time to sit next to me. I had absolutely no clue what to say so I just sit there. Jared finally Jared finally responded himself and said "Why don't you sit next to Connor its fine ill sit where I normally do right in front of you. "Um k-k." I responded not exactly sure what to say. I just sat down at my desk and got ready for class. I pulled out some pencils and highlighters as well as three pens one red, one blue and one black. (A/N this is me. I love office supplies) I then got out my social studies notebook and textbook. I opened to a new page in my notebook. Before I could stop myself I started doodling. I was doodling something from my favorite book series "Peter Johnson." (A/N HMMM I WONDER WHAT THAT MIGHT BE) I just kind of do this. It's a habit that I will never be able to break. It also helps calm me. Yeah so that one math teacher in 7th grade hated when I doodled on my papers, But oh well rip her. Class hadn't begun yet so I still had time to waste.  Each stroke tells a different story. A story in which each one is important, Where they all matter. Unlike life.
"Hey Evan!" I jumped.
"Um hi." I responded it was Alana.
"Happy birthday!" SHe said in a very cheerful tone. The
"Thanks!"
"Wait its your birthday?!" Connor piped up.
I nodded.
"Oh my god i'm so sorry I didn't know."
  "Barely anyone does. Evan is trying to go around unnoticed." Jared explained
"Why?" Connor questioned
I shrugged. I honestly didn't know how to explain.
"But-" connor looked like he was going to say something but ended up letting it go.
The bell rang. The teacher stood up.
"Ok class today-" he stopped what he was saying
"Why the hell is there a whole group of yall in front of Mr Hansen's desk. Go sit the F%*@k down, Shut up, and throw away your gum."
Lets just say that  he is an interesting teacher.  He also is pretty nice I guess.
"but  Mr Smith its Evan's birthday!" Jared called out. Ugh I Hate attention.
"Oh well than..." he took a moment to think.
"If ya'll really like giving him attention at his desk why don't we have him stand on his desk and we can all sing happy birthday while worshipping him."
I take it back, I don't like him as a teacher. Beside me Connor burst out laughing. It's not that funny BUT OK CONNOR BE THAT WAY. "Um I-I"
The teacher just stared at me.
"No-no it's-"
"NONSENSE EVAN GET ON THAT DESK. Jared and Connor can help."
Jared looked at me for approval.
"I- I guess"
The class started giggling. Jared gave me his hand and helped me up on the desk. Connor spotted for me. GOD this seemed like a nightmare. I finally got to the point where I could stand.
"K! Now take a godly stance..."
Frick no! I glanced down at Jared and he gave me an encouraging smile.
"Class lets sing!"
They started singing the really loud and annoying. Like the unharmonized sound; the happy birthday song. It's always like that. HApPy BiRThdAy...

Then I realized where I was and what the hell I was doing. My heart started pounding. Almost choking me. Each beat made me panic more. My breaths became short and raspy. I looked down at Jared only to see him almost concerned. As concerned as he can get. I began to feel dizzy. I shook a little too. I fidgeted and began to bob my knee. Each time I did I felt the desk kinda shake. Tap tap tap. Gah! My foot accidentally went straight off the side of the desk causing me to tumble towards the ground.
I heard Connor curse. My already recently broken  mind you wrist smacked the desk. Right before my head would have hit the ground I felt strong arms catch me. My eyes were squeezed shut. I felt my body being slowly lowered towards the ground.

So I hope y'all enjoyed sorry about the very late timing. That teacher is great right?! I thought of him right after I took a nap and still wasn't fully awake so sorry. Anyways I'll try to update more often
Sincerely
Me