Love Of A Clown (Pennywise X Reader)

The Plan

Your P.O.V

I began to walk home as a smile appeared on my face. Perhaps tomorrow I can see him, Mom usually goes to church on Sunday and I get to stay home because Mom says I can choose when I want to join. So tomorrow may be the day I can see the cool circus! Along with his act! I wonder what he can do, I think he would be a good juggler or wait, he said he dances! Perhaps he does tango? Salsa? Square dancing?
I began to laugh lightly at the thought of Penny Salsa dancing before I noticed a small frog appear near the house. My eyes shifted around before kneeling down and patting its head as a giggle escaped my lips once again. The frog looked at me before moving slightly. After a moment or so the frog began to hop away as I soon was greeted to the unwelcoming sound of thunder that boomed out of nowhere. My hand tightened the grip on the strap from my bag before I rushed to the front door of my home and grabbed the key from my book bag before opening the door and closing it shut. Though I heard the sound of paper crinkling under my foot as I jumped back and put my bag down to see some letters. I slowly picked them up as I began to inspect them while getting my pancakes.
Once I put the cold pancakes on the plate my eyes skimmed over the letters. Nothing, nothing, nothing, noth-dad. I felt my heart drop and my heart grew gloomy. My eyes began to feel heavy as I opened the letter up. I decided to read aloud sincemom wasn't here. If she was she would probably throw it away or hide it.

"Dear Y/N,

Daddy misses you. I know mom is still upset over what happened but it won't happen again."

I paused as I looked away. I couldn't finish the letter, and the appetite I had decided to vanish due to the letter. I wasn't even half way and it upset me. My Mom and Dad and I used to be close until he decided we were no longer good enough for him two years ago. I don't know much about the other details because mom won't budge, but as of now that is all I know.
I decided to get up and walk out of the room and back to my room, now dragging my feet in a sad manner. Why did daddy no longer care for us? I was good. I promise that I was a good child. I helped mom, I helped dad, I didn't make too much of a fuss. It began to dawn on me that it was probably because I could have been better. Perhaps if I didn't ask for much of anything he would have stayed or if I told him I loved him more.
My eyes began to burn as tears began to run down my face and my hands covered over my eyes as quiet weeping filled the air. I soon heard a familiar voice enter the room of which I wept in.

Pennywise's P.O.V.

"Hello, Y/N!" I said, putting on the kindest voice I possibly could to not frighten the small child.

"Oh, Hello! Who are you?" The child replied, their voice was far to kinder than my own and softer.

"I'm Pennywise, the Dancing Clown!" I introduced myself with a small smile on my face though I noticed theconfused yet curious look on their face.

"Where is your circus?" The child asked as I soon frowned a bit to seem like I was sad or at the least gloomy.

"My circus was blown away, and I myself was too." I declared as I kept my eyes on theirs.

"I'm sorry Penny, but maybe there is another circus that will like you! You seem really nice!" They chimed as I soon felt a small smile tug on my face. This was my chance to lure them in.

"Oh, I already joined one, it's down in the sewer! Would you like to see it?" I chirped as I notice the kid think about this for a moment, a pause filled the space between until the sound of light thunder erupted from the sky.

"I can't, I have to get home, mom's rules." The child replied as I felt my heart drop slightly.

"But it will only take a few minutes." I began to proceed to tempt the child with coming along. Though I noticed that they wouldn't budge.