Baby Bump || Ashton Irwin

Three

I wake up the next morning, my head is pounding from the excessive amount of alcohol I drank the night before.

I'm next to Ashton in his bed, and I don't remember much except for the fact that we had sex.

We'd never had sex before, even when we were together.

But we did last night.

I'm no longer a virgin. I know he wasn't even before last night. He told me before. He'd been with many other girls. And it didn't really bother me.

Until now.

Now it actually mattered. What if he has an STD? Did he even wear a condom? What if I get pregnant?

I shook him awake.

"ASHTON."

"What?"

"Did you wear a condom last night?" I asked frantically.

"Of course, can I go back to sleep now?" He asked.

"Yeah, go ahead." I sighed in relief.

No STD's, no pregnancy, no worries. I got up and walked to the bathroom. No one told me it would hurt to walk the next morning!

I wince slightly as I sit down to relive my aching bladder.

"Crap, no toilet paper. I open the cupboard beneath the sink to look for toilet paper. It's behind the feminine products.

Wait what?

Why does Ashton have tampons?

I also notice a second toothbrush sitting on the counter. It's pink.

But his sister doesn't live here...

Is he with someone? Oh gosh what have I gotten myself into? I quickly finish and get out of the bathroom, I grab my shoes and my phone and then leave. I call Emma.

"Leigh please come back." She said.

"I'm coming." I say.

"Where are you? I'll come get you." She asks.

"I'm...I'm in front of Ashton's house." I sigh.

"What? Why? We'll talk later. I'm in the car. I'll see you soon, bye." She said and hung up.

I waited for about twenty minutes before she pulled up.

"This is the last place I expected to be picking you up from." She said.

"Yeah it's complicated...kind of." I sigh.

"Did you have sex?" She asked. I slowly nod.

"No you did not. Leigh! What happened to, 'staying away from Ashton'? You know he's just going to hurt you again. Do you remember last summer? Cause I sure do. " She interrogated me.

"Yes I did, I don't know what happened to the plan, and yes I remember." I sigh, already regretting my decision to go with Emma.

"Leigh?" Emma gets my attention.

"Yes?" I don't even bother to open my eyes.

"Irwin at 3 o'clock."

"What? Oh." I say. The window rolls down.

"Why did you leave?" Ashton asks.

"You obviously have a girlfriend, or someone female in your life so I didn't want to complicate that situation even more than I probably already have, so I left." I said.

"What do you mean? I'm single." He asks, confused.

"I found tampons beneath your bathroom sink. And a pink toothbrush next to yours." I look down.

"Those are Lisa's. I just didn't throw them out. I should've at least thrown away her toothbrush. I'm not with her anymore, though. I'm sorry." He said.

"Oh. So I didn't complicate anything?" I ask, semi-relieved.

"No, do you really have to go?" He asked.

"I think it'd be best if I do, but I'll see you later." I said, trying my best not to make this feel more like a one-night-stand...even though it pretty much was.

We aren't together.

This didn't change much...I don't think.

Did it?

Is it bad that I hope it does change us?