A Mechanic Love

Allergic to love

At my young age I had all wanted to be a dad, even though it was just a dream I knew I would work hard to achieve it..
It was weird that the community used to causes every bachelor and the most difficult part was,any man living without a woman it was a condemned wishes by community,they believe that in future you must be a parent in able to pay the price of your parents.
And to bad no matter how good you are, no body could recognise your appearance to be a somebody you need to be a dad and you be respectful in the society, that is how the community believe........
After  I was through with my highschool I decided to go to Nairobi to search for a green pastures as I was waiting for my kcse result... it didn't match as I expected and there were nothing for me at Nairobi ,the big dream was already robbed...it wasn't my wish but I had to return back to the village...
My mum couldn't at any cost seeing his son  living  hopelessly,she was full of fear that i might end up taking drugs.... her concern and caring forced me to choose a technical course and that when mechanic life begin ..it wasn't easy for me to take spanner and appreciate the mechanic life but the situation at that time favoured

How I meet Njeri...???....
To be honest I never thought that a ugly person like me could ever fall in love ...it was like a dream when I saw this beautiful angel visiting the garage,she didn't only robbed my sight but my heart too....my consciences would never let me stop falling for her.. I was ready to forget my previous relationship and start a new a fresh......
I was this lucky,only myself at that time was younger,so the garage insisted that I should be her explorer and that not only give me a chance but a confidences to win her trust back.
I had to put everything to a risk, giving my best as I show her beauty of nyeri.............

Clement...
Hey I'm Clement! but you can call me Clemo...
Njeri;"hey! I'm Njeri nice to meet you Clement"
Clement.... I heard you are here to introduce speed governor...njeri:"sure who told you...??" Clement... someone in the garage but  never mind I'm just being curious... Njeri:"you sound so funny!.." Clement!mmmh that is the best comment  in did but you have to forgive me because I'm the one to show you around..
njeri;"you..? so funny but I have no choice.."
... Clement!mmmh you don't have to worry so much... definitely you will get to know me and understand as we continue seeing each other ... but anyway let us go.... Njeri" Aki si mtu anawesa potea uku?....*... Clement; the town is not too big like thika.... and if you get lost feel free to call me...njeri;"mmmh OK!.I will be renting in skuta can you please show me where the matatu stage is.....?"... njeri! mmmh! let me take you there...

Day by day we continued charting, catching up to a more than a friend.
our feelings was life and therefore we had no place to hide it,everyone in the garage used to push me to get closer to her but I was a slower lanner.. she shows me all the aspect of love but I was confused,because Maureen was still in my mind.. she even invited me many times but I didn't make a move despite having those feelings........
Four months later I realized Njeri was pregnant it sticks out as it was a dream..the more we count days the more I loved her... Everyone in the garage open the door to me and asked me to get married to my Njeri but I was so weak financially and  I wasn't ready to witness her suffering in My arms.. I had no doubt I loved her and I couldn't ever imagine that there will come a day I will say goodbye...

The final month came and she asked me again if I was ready to be a father and husband but I didn't gave her any answer .....all the night I looked at heaven asking God why me?...,i love her but the world is full of doubts,even giving myself a live wasn't in my dream,it really hurt that I had to sacrifice my love for my Njeri,i couldn't bare witness her suffering under my hands but I really believed that one day I will make her smile ......
The final day comes and I couldn't even believe in my eyes that I gonna let her go ...all good memories remained with me .... Njeri asked me ... "are you sure you won't me to live..?"....
Clement;I am sorry there is nothing I can do but I promise to support you...
that how our first love history begins and bringing a new chapter on it...........