Amelia

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Amelia

“If you had a daughter, what would you name her?”

I stare, wondering if this is an invitation

to finally press together lips, bodies,

souls combining into a constellation

staying dormant for nine months until it bursts.

Supernova, vibrant colors and high pitched wails.

Reach with hands the size of my self-esteem.

I’ll tell you the story of your beautiful father

stubble and flannel sitting across from me questioning,

“what would you name her?”

After him of course.  Handsome, generous, hurt me

with his angelic ways and devilish touch.

Hopes for a daughter unlike me.

Awkward, unsure, disgusting and distorted

blurry images clouding the masterpiece

of bedhead and six foot something laughing

at me, never with me.  All smile, stained and crooked.

I never answer.  Hands playing

with unspoken words and vivid images of curly locks

bouncing and cherry red sneakers the size of my palm.

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