Internet friends 3
Your scent still remains thickly
It ties my feet
I’m like a slave to your dreamc
Memories like fireworks in a corner of my heart
Disappear like smoke
My heart is desperate for your breath
I melt it down and shout
In case it becomes ash in just one moment
I spread my arms to the empty space above
In the black and blue dawn
a dreamy voice rings out
Who knows?
An endless mystery, a foggy memory
Why are my predictions not coming true?
The sound of the rain mixed with tears
The sound of your breath in my ears
I couldn’t find you even once
You hurt me (So bad, so bad)
You hurt me (So bad, so bad)
Forever in my head (insane) you are living
In my eyes, I see the transparent you and me
Yeah, the melody of the white moonlight
I’ve secretly prepared my heart pounding
The night is like a river, living with many secrets
Will you whisper to me?
Where do I have to go to open your tightly shut world?
Will you take me inside the veil that covers you?
Can’t you make me live?
Every night, I fall asleep to you
A beautiful tune gets played in my dreams, you and me
I close my eyes and follow the shadow in the darkness
Who knows?
Find me just once
You know how much I want you
More than your faint image
More than the thick night
I’m afraid of being alone
It hurts
"Jess are you alright?" Brandon asked as soon as they finished the song.
"Yes. I'm fine" Jessie said before taking a deep breath and smiling at his friends.
"This song is amazing Jess" Anthony commented.
"At least one good thing came out of my breakup with that idiot. You know how heartbreak is the best inspiration" Jessie said with a little frown. His friends were about to respond when they heard someone clapping their hands.
It was Friday and they were having a sleep over by Anthony's house for the weekend. Jessie had written a new song so they loved it so much they decided to practice it together.
They were all in Anthony's room when they turned to see who was by the door.
The guy who stood leaning by the door was a very tall handsome man. He had messy silver/white hair, almond shaped eyes and plump lips curved into a smile. He could only be described as drop dead handsome leaving every open mouthed in shock. He somehow seemed familiar to Jessie but he wasn't sure why.
"Wow. You guys are amazing" the stranger said with a deep smooth velverty voice. Jessie was literally drooling at the sight before him.
"OH MY GOSH" Anthony stood up and ran to the stranger before jumping and hugging him.
"I thought you were coming next week" Anthony said wide a huge smile.
"I decided to come sooner. I missed home" he responded.
"That's awesome. I'm glad you are back" Anthony responded and turned to face his friends as if he suddenly remembered they were there.
"Come let me introduce you to my friends" Anthony grabbed his arm and dragged him into the room.
"This is Brandon, Elijah, Troy and Jessie" Anthony said as he pointed them out.
"Guys this is my older brother Axel. You don't know him because he has been studying overseas for years" Anthony introduced and explained.
"Wait a minute. Park Axel?" Jessie asked in shock as he recognized the man he had only known through a few old pictures. He looked so much different in person.
"Duh Jess. Considering that I'm Park Anthony" Anthony said rolling his eyes but no one noticed the way Jessie and Axel looked at each other at that moment.
Jessie couldn't believe that the man he had been chatting with for almost a year is actually one of his best friends older brother. Who would have thought.
They had finally met in person.
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Surprise visit. What will happen next? Will it be the same as when they were chatting online?
©sadiesmilejones
