His Queen

-kiss me.

she whispers; face inching towards him slowly as his hands wrap tightly around her very thin waist but he does not move just staring at how magnificent she is. memorizing every inch of her face, every dense of it; from her cheek bones to her long pointed nose, to such large beautiful brown eyes that seems dark when she cries for so long. He had seen her ball on this same bed that he sat on and as he watches her stand in front of him, she still looked so perfect with her swollen eyes and shaking hands.

His hands slides up to the crook of her neck holding her in place before leaning in; lips brushing against hers lightly. it is not their first kiss nor was it their hundredth but the taste of her lips is something he loves to memorise, the taste of the woman he loves and he swears he would love till the nd of the earth.

It was December twelfth, he remembers clearly because out of all her friends that drowned themselves in cheap whiskey at the bar located down the street, down to stupid, she still looked beautiful as she laughed hysterically and swayed slowly to a full blown rap on. her wide hips moving slowly with one of her friends who kept trying to swing her hands successfully over her shoulder but failed miserably as both of them laughed. he was with Shaun that night who kept blabbing about how him and Anna had broken up once again and knowing both of them they had gotten back together the following week.

He waited for their eyes to meet and after like half an hour of just starring like a creep he decided to talk to her even though he knew that most likely both of them would not make a very sensible conversation. he downed the last of his glass, letting it burn him willingly before walking to her bravery. He offered to drive all her friends home since by the time he had reached they were all on the floor trying to make a club angel which he still did not understand at this point. they had given him all their locations so easily that part of him was glad that he was the one that showed up not some serial killer or even worst some serial rapist.

She was the last to come down from the car after her friend had tipped him way too much even if it was an uber it was almost times two of what they would have paid for the distance. she stayed at the edge of the seat laughing to herself as she stretched her short legs out not wanting to jump out because she said she would drown because she did not know how to swim. He came down from the car to help as her two friends giggled now as they both tried to walk, tiptoeing at that point.

By next week the night had been forgotten; by her at least, so he thought because he spent weeks consumed by her soft her skin was and how short she was her forehead barely reached his chest but he liked her for that. he wanted to know her name just to see if it was as beautiful as her face.

And it was.

Alexa.

Her little fingers intertwine with his soft locks gripping and tugging gently as she deepens it. both lips moving slow as she tries to pull him closer, wanting to be closer to him, so she climbs unto his laps not breaking away from the kiss. Her breathing changes as he grips her hips tightly, pulling her closer before his fingers wander under her shirt each touch is like fire running through her skin, enough to make her heart to beat faster, enough to make her grip his hair roughly as he bites her lips softly letting his tongue dance with hers.

-Don't you ever leave me

He whispers almost desperately in between kisses and she nods silently wanting to say more, wanting to let him know that she is the one scared of being left but in that moment she just kisses him harder now inching closer that her butt rested on his crotch and she loved how it makes him hold her more tightly; loving the effect she only, has on him.

He pulls away first and she pouts before he flips her over, his tall figure swallowing her tiny frame and she can not help but be amazed all over again with how beautiful he was; from his black curly locks to his astonishing green eyes to the freckles scattered on his cheeks and then his adam that bobbed every time they were this close as if he was nervous.

like it was their first time all over again.

-You are so perfect

Her fingers slowly trace his face making his eyes flutter close, her tiny fingers continue to roam his face and just that alone makes his breathing go even faster. he opens his eyes again to see her staring straight into them and men did that make his heart leap as he rose her to him in one swift move by her waist, her legs automatically wrapping around him. They both continue to stare into each others eyes as their nose rest against each other and breathing intertwining, no words needs to be said and they both know it.

he rests his hands on her butt squeezing it lightly only makes her giggle, and that innocence right there, the way her face suddenly turns pink even after all the heavy kissing was why he is so in love with her.

-I miss you.

- I am right here. He smiles amusingly

- Yes but I am not.

Thump. he groans as pain shoots up his elbow, looking around confusingly before reality slaps him hard.

her things lies scattered, frames shattered on the ground and the smell of beer and rotten pizza hits hard.

she was not here. she had not been in a while.

And that is when he breaks...

All over again.