I stay stuck in fantasies
Because that's how I
Escape from worries
And fears
I tell myself that i'm not
Like this but my heartbeat
Tells me that i'm a liar
I want to be normal but
I want to be different
Cause i think being
Weird makes me out
Shine the rest
Being in this world I want
To be the best but my
Thoughts get the best of me
They crowd my light
Struggling is taking over
And i’m letting my troubles
Define me
I really don't want to be that
Person that everyone stays
Away from because i'm so insecure
I swear i'm trying , i am
I'm trying not to give up
In this precious life I have
But how can I when I can barely
Breathe through my worries and fears?
