"I Just Thought"

30

Ignorance by Ignoring
(The untold piece of my life)

You left me hanging on questions,
Something I might know but won't share.
I silenced my thoughts for it can ruin us,
Us that have never been true.

It was a hell of 2 months,
No connections, nothing at all.
It must have been back to zero,
And that memories is the only thing that stays.

A proof of our friendship,
Something I uphold everyday.
I want to repeatedly reminisce 24/7,
Because the mere thought of you makes my day.

The day has come and our paths have meet,
But only the brush of cold air seems to know me.
What have you become?
What have we become?

We used to exchange smiles, laughs and everything nice.
We were close enough to tell ups and downs.
Is it so ignorant of you to treat me this way?
When she came back, you never look back on me?

It was devastating for a week or two.
Or maybe up to now?
I'm really not sure, my identity to you.
I was a friend, that you chose to throw in the past.

I want to forget our memories,
All that connections we had.
I just want to forget the entirety of you,
But we all know its near to impossible.

I need to move on and let go of you.
But the memories remains still.
I am still happy seeing you,
But it hurts the fact that we have become strangers.

Maybe I wasn't a valuable friend?
I heed for reasons and explanations.
But then again, you're ignoring me.
Let's just cut what we really had.

I'm bidding you goodbye,
But I will always be here, ready to welcome you.