You're walking home from the hospital right now, They stitched your eye closed and said it was to let it heal yeah sure it is you're just putting more money on my medical bill .You sigh aloud thinking about tomorrow first day of school yay! maybe i can properly meet Laurence's friends. . . you were so deep in thought you ran right into the front door causing someone to open the door. You look down seeing your mother staring at you prepare Y/N if she hits show her you can hurt yourself on your own she yells "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN RAT? I WISH YOU DIED INSTEAD OF HER! ,etc..." her words go shaky and hard to understand so you just go upstairs to your room and search for your blades finding your favorite its dull as hell so it hurts the most and makes the deepest cuts so you start down your arm 1 useless 2 bad luck charm 3 mistake 4 meltdown 5 mental disorders 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 etc. you reach 78 and put it away and clean the even amount of cuts on each arm hissing at the pain. you rush to your room and fall asleep what will happen tomorrow? you wonder . . .
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Mental Stress (a Hamilsqaud X reader middle school AU)
FanfictionY/N is a jumpy and tense person seemingly emotionless but really is dealing with a lot of trauma and episodes (i re watched strangers things before this) she was terrified to go to 6th grade but made friends quickly but which boy will she fall for?
