hey sana. ; samo

twenty-four (narrative)

the next day

mina didn't come to school which was odd,

we tried calling and texting her but she didn't reply.

we got worried,

maybe she's sick

and no one could take care of her.

my thoughts were ruined when a certain person waved her hand infront of me

sana...

"hey human, do my work"

she said dropping all her papers infront of me

i was at the garden and she still was able to find me

"sure... i'll give it to you later, you can leave now"

"woah! ms. hirai isn't excited to see me, is there something wrong?"

"stop acting like you care"

i said ever so coldly

i wasn't really in the mood,

i was still thinking about mina

"stop acting tough then"

i glared at her that made her smirk

i didn't know what i was feeling for sana anymore.

it kinda

slowly faded...

and i dont know why

but i think it's for the better

"don't you care for me anymore? just like the old days?"

she said mocking me

"yes, now leave"

"why, i thought i was your dream girl?"

she somewhat challenged me

"yeah i know, but"

"you're just like any other dream i had, a dream in which never came true."

i added before leaving her

carrying all of her papers

i feel so alive that i'm starting to move on from her

but i still somehow

long for her...

i know my feelings are all messed up

i don't know why i'm suddenly acting cold infront of her

i dont know why im acting like i don't love her anymore