~•~ hurts~•~

he is cheating on me

~•~izuku~•~

I was in classroom siting and wait for my boyfriend to come, he is the second one te be early in the morning after me or he will go with me in school......but he is somehow distant and that little scares me....

"It's because he is bored to be with you"

No there si no way...he is my boyfriend... right?

"He didn't care anymore"

Stop

"Why should he cep being whit someone ussles as you?"

Shut up

"Maybe he have someone else"

Shut up

"Why don't you just die?"

"Shut up!"

I slammed my hands on the table...i froze, everyone is starring at me no fuck i said it out loud!

Uraraka:"umm deku-kun are you okay?" She asked worried
"Yeah im fine" i said with a fake smile

"Lie"

Uraraka:"o-okay if you said so?" She said and sit on her seat, Todoroki was sitting on his seat he didn't even said hi or geve me a kiss...why is he so distant?

"Because he dusn't need you"

I was being  depressed before Todoroki become my boyfriend..

"He did that of  pitty "

Stop

And i still have old cuts on my wrists and some on my legs and i started doing it again because if this distance he pot between us....and something is weard with kacchan...i can always feel he is staring at me and he was being somehow nicer, and he was carefully watching what i was doing,

What if he figure it out?

"He will hate you even more"

After class i decided to talk to Todoroki....

When class is over i didn't see Todo anywhere so i started searching for him....

No sights of him but there is one place i didn't look for....the restroom....so i get there....i open the door and before i can ask anything I herd a moan....

???:"Ah todo"

T-todoroki?
Isn't that momos voice!?

Todo:" be quite someone will hear us"

Todoroki! Is in there with momo!

Momo:" ah right there!"

My eyes started watering, tears are rolling down my checks

"You see now?... he dusn't care for you"

I run out the restroom and bumped in someone...

Katsuki:" deku what the!?- deku?" I just run passed him and out of the building to dorms.

I shut my bedroom door and locked myself inside, i need to found something to cut! I found small razor and make 20 cuts on both of my wrists...
When i was done whit cuting i wash of the blood and bandage my wrists, i lay on my bed and started crying again....i was crying so long ...

I hate my life

Did he even ca-

*Knock*knock*

Todoroki:" izu open the door we need to talk" he said in his monotone voice, i stand up and wipe my eyes and open the door...

Todoroki:" izu are you o-" *slap*  Todoroki fall backwards holding his cheek "M-midorya?"

"Oh now is Midoriya huh!? There is no need in talking with you! Its OVER!" And before he can say anything else i slammed my door shut and lock it wow that feels good...

I lay down on my bed now angry as fuck...and again

*Knock!*knock!*

"Fuck of already there is no what to talk about!!"
Katsuki:" deku what the fuck!? Open the door!" Oh fuck its kacchan!
"What do you whant!?" I started crying again..
Katsuki:" i-i just whant to make shure that you are okay"

Why kacchan cares!?

"He will make fun of you"

Shut up

I stand up and open the door and immediately big arms are around me

"K-kacchan?"
Katsuki:" shut up nerd" he said as he pet my head and i....broke down, im crying on him like this so  phatetich...

Katsuki:" can you tell me what happened....and why did you slap half an half ?"
"B-becou i......h-he is cheating on me!"
Katsuki:" did you found out?" He asked, his voice is so gentle, i burned my face in his chest....
"Y-yeah.... I heard h-him a-and mo-mo -"
Katsuki:" its okay you don't need to say that" he picked me up and lay me down on the bed and he lay next to  me...
Katsuki:" you need some rest nerd" i just nod and close my eyes...and fall asleep....

~•~Bakugo~•~

He fall asleep and I don't what to leave him in this situation, im little sad for him but also happy for broking up with half an half basterd now i have a chance with him....

He look so calm when he sleeps, his cheecks is a little red from crying, i moved some of his hair from his face and pot my hand on his cheeck...

Should i?

I place a little kiss on his lips...they are so soft and sweet....i slide my hand to his and i look down and see some bandage's..

Is he cuting?

I will ask him later, he hug me in sleep and broth his head to my chest so i snuggled close to him....and fall asleep...