Y/n's POV
I've lost her...
I've lost her to someone else
To someone who doesn't know her..to someone who wants to take her away from me
To someone who doesn't see her the way I see her..
To someone who won't love her like me..
(a/n: we gedit she broke up with youuu! Sorry carry on)
To someone who doesn't give a fuck about her or her feelings...
To someone Who doesn't hug her like I do..to someone who doesn't
Tell her everyday that she is okay
that she is safe
that she can be herself
that she can cry all she wants
that she can be angry and still be loved
that she can be sad..
That tells her that she brings light into this world and that she is...she is the love of..their life.
What does he have that I don't?
(a/n: a dick...okay cool)
I gave you everything that you ever wanted
I gave you my love and affection
I gave you the clothes off my back when you didn't have any
I gave you my soul..
What else do you want?!
I gave you my heart!! But you played with me and ripped it into pieces...
Now I have nothing for you...
The only thing I have is my words and my tears...and they are here because of you.
I cry for you and I don't even know why..
You ruined this!
You ruined me
I'm trying to get to you but the ice is thin and the more steps I take the more it breaks..
I wanna keep on going but you just keep walking further and further and I've tried running,
I've tried everything!
But no matter how hard I try...
Nothing ever works for me..
It makes me angry that you can just give yourself to him..just like that..
But for me..you didn't do that..
~ ring ring ring ~
Billie
Speaking of the devil
Should I answer it?
I let it ring
Then it rung again..and again and again...and again...she called about 10 times
Then I finally picked it up
Me: what
Billie: I've called you like 5 Times
Me: 10 Times
Billie: why didn't you answer?
She said annoyed
Me: because I didn't want to
Billie: bro I just wanted to talk to you
Me: why? When you've already got a pet
Billie: what Is your problem
Me: you!
Billie: just because I left you doesn't mean you can overreact over it damn
Me: I'm done with you
Billie: wow y/n wow
Me: delete my number and never contact me again
And I ended the call
