Chapter 20

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{ WARNING! ok so in this chapter I will be talking a little bit about cutting and suicide in it so if your uncomfortable with that then please don't read it}

"What do you mean?" Harry asked with a concerned look

"What do I mean about what?" I asked, I really did know what he was talking about but I wish I didn't

"About you not getting a happy ending" he replied with concern still visible on his face

"Some people just don't get happy endings, Harry" he was shocked at my answer and he didn't know what to say but he asked me another question

"How do you deal with your problems?" I really didn't want to answer that one mainly because I was embarrassed and afraid of what he would think so I got up and went into the kitchen but he followed

"Please Anne, I promise I won't judge you, I just need to know" I avoided eye contact with him by staring at the ground

"Why do you need to know?" I said so quietly I could hardly hear it myself

"Because I care about you" he replied

"I-I cut" I said still unsure as if I should tell him

"Why?" he asked with a gloss over his eyes that looked like he might cry

"Because, I'm bullied, I bring nothing but trouble, and I'd be better off not even in this world"

"Don't say that, it's-it's not true" he said shaking his head letting tears roll down his face

"But it's true Harry! I have no one!"

"No, you have your mother and me" I scoffed

"She gave up a long time ago, and so should you" his jaw clenched

"How long have you been doing it?"

"Since you left me"

"This is all my fault" he said

"No, Harry it's not your-"

"How many times have you tried" he asked I knew what he was talking about, suicide

"3, she walked in and called the police each time" I said looking at the ground again, he cried more and my eyes even started to water

"I'm sorry" he said avoiding eye contact with me

"Why?" I asked

"I did this to you and I wasn't there when you needed me, but now you won't be able to push me away even if you tried" he came over and hugged me, I missed his warm tight hugs that always magically made me feel better, I sniffled

"Harry?"

"Yes?" he asked breaking the hug and making eye contact with me, I smiled and said

"I think I'd like to take you up on that offer to be your friend" the biggest grin I've ever seen stretched across his face as he replied

"I'd like that very much"

{finally a longer chapter! Not as much as a depressing ending but the whole chapter was pretty much depressing so yah, I really need to work on that. ok thank you for reading love everyone}

-Shanna Banana😜

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