I fell upon the rock but i felt nothing at all
saw my life passing by and i didn't felt whole
something's wrong with me that's for sure.
loneliness is my only friend
loves me as anyone else
flirting with my ghosts of the past
let them rip my flesh
wash away my lust.
there is a sorrow upon my heart
a sorrow to be desired
in my dreams, i battle with my demons and fears
but i agree that it's a good night
and i won't wake up.
i'm closing in myself
hate everyone and everything
watch my heart turning black
black as the night sky
black as the iris of my eye.
forbidden thoughts fill my mind
what is wrong and what is right
and i cry and i cry
cause there is nothing in my life.