Selfish, that is what he sees in me,
Annoying, that is how he views me,
Frustration, is all he ever feels near me.
I am a burden, a hinderance in his life, a mistake, a failure, that is all I am, and all I am is that.
I'm useless, stupid, and forgetful. I have no motivation, "you're 17" he says, "Grow up" he says
I am as useless as a tool after it's broken, motivation always departing, of course, I sit, like a broken doll on display:
I wait, until the next day, just to go through it again, and wish for days without corruption, I wait for a good day with 0 conflict, but it never comes.
I live minute to minute, unknowing when they will explode, so I wait, for years until finally, I'm free.
But lasting scars are struck in my mind, psychological effects that won't leave.
