The things he told me this summer

Part 1

He likes to tell me "I promise" but does he really? He promises that he really loves me but " I don't wanna hear about it, it stresses me out to much" says otherwise. Somehow I stress him out but the weeks on end of no messages feel like someone is trying to stab my heart. This is not poetry, this is not sadness's, this is anger and my broken heart reaching out for someone to save me. I don't know what to do. My heart hurts every day and I have him to thank for it. I grew up in a world where abuse is confused with being romantic so..where does the line stop. Where do I say "this isn't healthy"? Is it when he ignores me as punishment for trying to love him or is it when I make him feel uncomfortable because I need to vent? Someone tell me cause I was sure as hell can't tell.