she, sadie sink

thirteen. worried

SHE.
( REAL LIFE AND MESSAGES. )

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EVER SINCE SADIE realized those feelings  for harper were still there, she was going absolutely crazy. she wanted those feelings too go away. but they were still there. she couldn't sleep. harper was always the only thing on her mind, and she hated it.

what will everyone say? will she feel the same way? will they accept me? she was scared to find out, so she tried pushing those feelings away.

even though it was wrong, she thought dating grayson would make those feelings disappear. she felt horrible for stringing grayson along, but she wanted those feelings gone. but it wasn't working. they wouldn't go away.

she decided to distant herself from harper again. she thought that if she did, those feelings would go away. but she was absolutely wrong. they just got stronger.

MESSAGES.

( harps 🖤 - harper
angel 😇 - sadie )

harps 🖤
hey sadie
are you mad at me?

angel 😇
what no???
why would i be?

harps 🖤
we were fine last week.
now you're ignoring me again.

angel 😇
what i'm not
ignoring you???

harps 🖤
you haven't talked to
me since last week. i hang out
with the cast everyday and
you're never there.
what's going on sadie?
one day we're close as ever,
the next you're ignoring me.

angel 😇
i'm sorry.
i was just busy :(

harps 🖤
busy with grayson?

angel 😇
harper come on :(

harps 🖤
i just don't get it sades :(
why are you doing this again?
did you even mean your apology?

angel 😇
what of course i meant it!!!
look i'm sorry i was just busy :(

harps 🖤
it's fine i guess.
how about we hang out tonight?

angel 😇
shit i wish i could
but i'm not feeling
well sorry :(

harps 🖤
is this another excuse?

angel 😇
what no!!!
i'm serious. i
feel really sick :(

harps 🖤
oh i'm sorry :(
i hope you feel better then 💞
READ AT 7:49PM

( gray 💞 -grayson
sades 💘 - sadie )

sades 💘
hey gray 💞
if you're not busy
can we hang out tonight?

gray 💞
i'd love too,
but we've been hanging
out all week. what
about your friends?

sades 💞
are you tired of me :(

gray 💞
i never said that.
i just don't think
it's healthy that i'm
the only person you
hang out with. sades
i'm worried about you.

sades 💘
what why?

gray 💞
you've been acting really weird.
everytime we hang out, it seems
like there is something bothering
you and you always seem really tired.
i'm worried sades.

sades 💘
don't worry about me :(
i'm fine i promise
filming just wears me out

gray 💞
i don't think this has to do with
filming. it's something else.
MESSAGE ERASED
well if you say so :(

sades 💘
we'll still hang out right?
my hotel room at 8?

gray 💞
ill be there.
i love you 💞

sades 💘
i love you too.
READ AT 8:03 PM

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AUTHOR'S NOTE
this chapter makes no sense 😍😍