-Samantha's POV-
TitaMarie_"sam??,bakit di na pumupunta si William dito??"
Me_*faint smile* "we broke up"
TitaMarie_"oh!.I'm so sorry!!" *went near me & gave me a tight hug*
Me_"i-it hurts"
(and with that,I started crying AGAIN.Am I stupid?,one day I'll say it's ok,but who am I kidding?!,it STILL hurts like hell,I lost my life,my world,my best buddy,my lover.Akala ko dati ang pag transfer niya lang sa Europe ang masakit,pero hindi ehh,kasi iniwan na nya talaga ako.Yeah sure,we can still be friends,but f*ck!,I'm like friend-zoned here!!,I'm left with no choice,but to accept it,then pretend that I'm happy.)
TitaMarie_"sssshhhh,stop crying sweetheart,now do you want to know what love really is?"
(I just nodded,for I think I can't say even a single word without breaking into sobs.)
TitaMarie_"well love?,hindi lang yan tungkol sa happiness,sa sweet moments,o kung gano kayo ka perfect couple,kasi ang love kailangan din yan ng pain,ng tears,ng challenge,para malaman niyo kung hanggang saan ang kaya nyo'ng ipaglaban ang isa't isa,at pag may nag give up,it only means,na hindi talaga kayo ang para sa isa't-isa,that someone is way better to deserve you,& you have to accept,that your old partner has already changed,& you have to find the right one,you don't know?,maybe they're just in front of you,waiting for you to lean your eyes on them."
(I have to admit,what Tita said was some what right.But how can I move on?,I still love William,so MUCH.)
Me_"b-but,h-how c-can I m-m-move o-on??"
TitaMarie_"don't push yourself to forget,if you still love him?,then don't deny it!.If you're hurt,then stay away from him.Alam ko kung gaano ka kabait Sam,pero you're no saint,hindi ka pwedeng maging mabait palagi,na tatanggapin mo siya bilang kaibigan mo ulit,tapos ang kapalit?,masasaktan ka na naman.Be brave to tell them what you feel Sam."
Me_"t-thanks tita *faint smile*,I love you."
TitaMarie_*kissed my forehead* "I love you too Sam,I always do & always will."
(Then I went up stairs,open my room,rolls down my bed & cried silently.)
<After 1 hour & 21 minutes of crying..>
~RIIING,RIIING~
Me_*pick upped my phone,& presses answer button* "h-hello?"
Lyndon_"S-sam??,hey!.Are you crying??"
Me_"Lyn *sob* don??"
Lyndon_"yeah!.Hang on,I'm coming up your house,bigyan mo ko ng 20 minutes,ok?"
Me_"o-okay.."
(Mabuti nalang may mga kaibigan pa ako,at nandyan pa si Tita,na hindi ko kailangan masaktan mag-isa,because may mga taong dadamayan ako.)
<After 20 minutes>
~Knock,Knock~
Me_"come in"
Lyndon_"hey!,pinapasok ako ng tita mo."
Me_*faint smile* "yeahh."
Lyndon_"now tell me?.What happened?"
(And of course!.I told him everything.Starting from the time Trishia & I talked,when Lyndon was absent,then up to now,which I bursted out what I really feel.I don't know why,but I really feel so comfortable with this man.It's only him & my tita that makes me feel so at eased just by letting me feel their presence.)
Lyndon_"shhhh.Wanna forget your problem just for once??"
Me_"yeahh,please??"
Lyndon_"let's go!"
(Lyndon & I rushed down the stairs,he went to our kitchen to talk to Tita,& maybe ask for permission?,I don't know,I didn't come with him.)
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<@ *tooot* Bar>
Me_"hey!!,ba't tayo nandito?!O_o"
Lyndon_"don't worry,nagpaalam ako sa tita mo,go get drunk,dance all night & have party!,forget your problems,just even for this night!"
Me_"o-okay"
(Hindi ko alam,if paano ako nakapasok since under age pa ako,but what's important is,I can now forget my problems.The moment I entered this bar,I immediately run towards the bar stool where in Mr. Bartender was making and serving liquors.)
Mr.Bartender_"hey there gorgeous,what do you want??(;"
Lyndon_"give her vodka & some hard drinks,please (:"
(Lyndon replied for me,since he knew I don't know anything about this alcoholic drinks.And by the time the bartender gave me my drinks,I started tugging it all down,the taste was bitter,and it's freaking burning down my throat,but I don't care it make's me feel so good,& slowly it made me forget my problems......)
