All I Wanted Was You

Don't Be Afraid...: Part 1

Jae POV

I put on my panties and my sports bra after having a morning shower with Sam. He stood at the sink drying off his hair with his towel.

I pulled on my clean jeans and my shirt and leather jacket I brought with me into the bathroom and put on my socks and combat boots, I was already packet for this case and I just needed to head out after saying goodbye to Sam.

I hugged Sam gently, kissing him on the shoulder gently as I hugged him a little tighter. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight against him.

"Knock em' dead, sweetheart." He said softly to me.

I smiled, loving how warm he was, still butt naked, his skin soft and yet rough at the same time.

"Don't have too much fun without me." I whispered teasingly to him.

"BJ and I will have to keep each other company while you're gone, we'll miss you." Sam said softly.

I smiled, "And you'll miss my lips most of all won't you?" I asked teasingly.

He chuckled lightly, "Yeah, and I'll miss what's in between your legs too." He teased back.

I laughed, most people thought Dean was the one to make comments like that, but if you got to know Sam well he made the same ones too, not as extensively, but he did. I was mostly the only one to hear them all, he didn't usually be his true unfiltered self with anyone else but Dean, but he and I knew each other best and he knew I loved who he really was to the core, and I loved that he could be that person with me and not be afraid I'd judge him for it. Personally, I loved how we could tease each other, and I loved his little comments.

"I'll miss what's in between your legs too, handsome. But most of all I'll miss what's in here." I whispered softly, placing a finger on his chest, right above his heart.

"I'll miss you." I said, emphasizing the last word.

He smiled, "I'll miss you too." He said, love and adoration in his eyes as he looked down at me.

I smiled warmly up at him, mirroring his look and feeling just how much I was in love with him burning in my chest.

The baby monitor on the corner of the sink started projecting noises now. Small grunts from BJ in his room.

Sam and I laughed softly together as we heard him, his little grunts were adorable, he'd use them to get our attention rather than cry.

"Da! Mu!... Mgh! Mgh!" He called in his baby talk through the monitor, calling to me and Sam, knowing we were listening, and telling us in his own words to hurry up and get him.

We smiled at each other and Sam kissed me gently on the lips.

"Duty calls." He said softly as he ran a hand down my arm and into my hand.

"Get dressed, I'll get him so I can say goodbye and then it'll be your watch." I said.

He nodded, kissing me on the forehead tenderly and letting go of my hand as I left him in the bathroom to get dressed.

I opened BJ's door and he started jumping where he stood in his crib, holding onto the side.

"Mu, Mu, Mu!" He chanted, a tiny smile on his little face.

I laughed to myself a little.

"Hey little dude, did you have a good nap? " I asked as I took him out of his crib, he leaned forward and planted a little kiss on my face, just next to my left eyebrow, thanking me for getting him up. His baby kisses were adorable, and slobbery, all he could do was place his lips on your face, he couldn't do a real kiss yet, but I loved his slobbery baby kisses.